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Hey all ~ so it's 2:35 a.m. and I am watching Ace Ventura for the second time tonight. I think I own this movie but probably have never watched the DVD. However, when it is on t.v. I can't tear myself away! Early Jim Carrey with that hair kills me every time. I know, I know, I'm easily amused. "That's what turns me on about ya, your attention to detail." Hilarious! Ok, enough silliness, on to more important and pressing issues. I'm talking about love. Kicks you in the stomach, kind of love. The kind of love that hurts and makes you ache for that certain someone. The kind you never thought existed until it hits you like Muhammad Ali. The kind that you tell yourself to stay away from because no good can come of it, simply because every time before your heart, soul and very being has been ripped from your body and blended into a smoothie of depression and binge drinking. The emotions and energy that goes into this kind of love is nothing to fool around with. I have experienced many forms of love in my lifetime but never have I felt the way I do right now at this very moment. It started out innocently enough, with a chat here and there. Then the feelings kicked in and there is no turning back. They have since gained momentum like the uprising against President Bush. So here I am, love struck, like never before but going to bed alone. Let me start dreaming of my love so I can make it through the night until the sun shines again tomorrow.

"Hold my head inside your hands
I need someone who understands
I need someone, someone who hears
For you Ive waited all these years"

Til Kingdom Come, Coldplay

Nite all ~ till next time...
Caroline