right now everthing is BLAH
not a whole lot going on except having to move soon
had such a great weekend though and i get this weekend off again. yippeeeee
gonna try and see the family and a hot boy who said i get to drive his BMW m-coupe, its sexy.
other then that, getting some urge to make something arty and read some cool...
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last night
awesome
marks to prove it
blindfolded for hours
naked
people touching me
have no idea who they were
but i know that i didnt fucking care.
thank you very very very much to the great wonderful man who set this up for me. yes, i love you!
but yeah i had a great time. i will never forget it
smile will be painted...
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so last night i have this dream. i was driving my little bug up a hill in some forrest, and i see the oil light go on. dammit. so i stop and look at it.its pretty low so im trying put some oil in it and people keep stopping next to me and trying to talk to me. they want to help me but i...
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well, birthday is soon
gonna party all weekend. thinkim going to the ballet too.
i wonder if ill get any birthday spankings?
i sure as hell hope so
birthday sex wouldnt be bad either.
boy still has not called. i will call him tomorrow
damn
sooo tired today. had to work alot this week. stressed out. then i have to have some interview with our...
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so hot boy, he may not be mine after all
i think im just freaking out though
so yeah.
hhmmmmmmmm
what to say? he didnt call me like he said he would.
maybe he lost my number, maybe he thought i was bad in bed........ well no that cant be it. cus i know im not LOL
fuck. im acting like such a kid
this...
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hot boy
rocked my world
i love him
you know who you are
you will be mine

so im nervous.
this realy hot boy i have been after gave me his number. well kinda, by way of his friend he did. but im nervous to call him. what is wrong with me. i feel like a teenager
plus he is a bit younger, which is always fun. muhahhahahahaaaaaaaa
this week sucks though, i have to work 6 days and i hate doing...
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so, tonight i had dinner with a boy i am seeing. and for some reason i left around midnight. but didnt have sex with him. and for some reason i felt odd. i mean usually we have sex when i come over. but now, this time i didnt. i feel oddly liberated.
sigh
get it all out..........

so another weekend come and gone, well almost.
the best thing to happen was meeting my new friend Molly. which im estactic about, she is this awesome photographer and im going to try and get her to let me model for her, which im sure she will if i seduce her well enough which is sure to happen, knowing me!
other then that. blah....... just...
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today i met a cool ass chick. im totally excited to see more of her. yay
on the other hand PMS is geting to me. i fucking hate it.
i always end up crying after i start thinking about my family, and how fucking much i love them. i mean do you ever think about that shit? im sure some of you out there have...
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