lipservicejen

i'm FINALLY out of training!
good god who ever heard of 2 weeks training, in a restraunt, for someone who already has experience!!
i start my real shifts today, hopefully i start coming home with a little bit of $$. i guess i will have to save all those "little bits" to make the payment of one "big bill".
i can only hope things are about to start turning around. i guess i need to think a little more positive and not stress out 24/7. i mean really, what does stressing out to except for making things that much worse.
thanks for all the happy thoughts you have all been sending my way!
i appreciate it!
wish me luck today!
i work lunch and a double tomorrow.

big BB 's.

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i decided i wanted to come back and write something more "ME"... i have been whining and bitching and moaning all week and it doesn't feel like "ME".
sooo,
did anyone see courtney love on letterman last night? (or was i the only loser at home at 11:00 on friday?). she was rather wacky... but hot, damn that cookey bitch is hot! hell, i'd do her. she even sang that song that's been getting a lot of air time, and i really liked it. i don't have the cd yet, but it's tops on my list of things to buy.... yeah after all my bills are paid of course
that's all.