Depression. Suffering today. *Siiigh* Tried calling one of my dearest friends, sister of my soul and she promised to call me back but did not. *double siiiigh*. I hate that. I needed some moral support tonight but once again had to stick it out alone. Not that I can't survive but god it can be so much easier with a friend to bear witness and hold your hand. So here I am stewing in this heaviness this melancholy greyness. Self hatred. Something needs a resolution but I don't know what and therefore I have not a damned clue what to do with myself. Aches, it does. So deep and far through that I can't see there ever being an end to it. Hm. Hope I don't scare anyone with this entry. Mental illness ain't no fun. Well I hope everyone else is having a better day and seeing Jesus gazing lovingly upon them as they wake in the morning. Or something.
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You're very handsome, Lion Boy!
And I do so know what it feels like to be so deeply depressed. Hang in there, and know there are many of us here who are experiencing a little of what you are experiencing.
Kisses,
Fuzzy
P.S. Have you tried Celexa at all? I am on it, and when I take it, it does seem to help with despair, and there is ZERO LOSS of libido, oh, I can assure you it is ZERO!