linusvanpelt

First time in a long (too long) time that I was out on what could be considered a date happened last night. I think I did OK, I certainly didn't embarrass myself. I pledged not to go through 2011 without managing this simple (yet not for me) task, so I guess it's good I got it done in January. I am not selling myself short, but hope if this avenue doesn't work out (which I suspect will be the case) that at least it will be easier the next time. At least I am starting to break past my thoughts that I will end up alone, and that I may actually find someone right for me. Even asking a woman out was a pretty big step for me in the first place. I am going to remain optimistic that 2011 will work out. I am pretty tired of being alone. Wow, I didn't mean for this to get overly personal.