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I have to wake up in a few hours and put on a brave face for my mother. spending the day together. i'm so drunk right now, and i just had the best time. woe is me, god save the queen, ring in the best with the songs of the rest. met some cool gals tonight, made a decent, but not altogether fantastic impression. i pine for the lost love. i want fun, but have too much heart in me to grasp it. god, she did a number on me. numbers. fuck that score. i am what i am, i can be nothing more.