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right. here we go again. top of the week. leading of a chain of madness that will only end in growth and spiritual release. There are few things in the world that occupy my attention for any length of time. I am lost in this blur of easy living, fast times, and broken down dreams. This isn't exactly a low, but I wouldn't call it a high. So I spurn control in favor of some random makeshift chaos. I am disorganized, scattershot and haywire. I need to plug into something greater. Something bigger than myself. For just a little while.