lindynn

Just wanted to say thanks to whoever sent me three free months on here this past summer. So I am back for a bit Life is way different almost 4 years after this crazy ride started. I'm gonna have to go through the profile and edit. Haha wish me luck Lindynn

I'm back. And I am happy about that. It's weird that all of this was only about a year ago and everything is so different now.

I am everything about love that makes it hurt. I am the cheater at her lovers doorstep. I am an empty bed when your heart is nothing, but full of me. I am the butterflies that induce nausea. I am sweaty palms and stuttered words. I am the idea of infidelity twisting your imagination around my finger. I am a come hither stare and a...
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Write away the absence of today. Yesterday's fever burned into now and waking hours seem so long. Sleep will never come to a tired body because time moves too fast. Our hospitals are prisons for living death and life support steals angels from God. Technology only increases our risk for a virus and makes us go without sleep longer. We must wait because we live...
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this is so old yet i love it still

What do you do when the only person in the world you would die for disappears?

taken away by a pretty face and even prettier words
when you're deserted for an hr and a half drive
and left for an empty gas tank

when all you've ever done
is run on empty

when the one person...
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Being sick is horrible. Head colds are probably the worst thing i have to ever experience as a human. and there stupid. they ruin my fun days. oh well
i guess we push onward, though hard of hearing and breathing, maybe ill live to see tomorrow.

so i drove in the snow for the first time today and im alive!
haha it was kinda scary bc id had a few to drink but i was warm and happy chugging along at 30.
I just hate snow...but now i can sled, and find someone to teach me how to snowboard.
ah what a life it is.

Ah the sadness of letting someone go. The past weekend has been quite a trying one. An ex boyfriend that I have become very close to has just left for the air force and will be gone for about six years. It hurts my heart to think about it and yet, everyday he is in my mind. It was a complicated and messy relationship that...
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Restlessness of the mind and the body. Sleeplessness to a tired existence. Closing eyes and opening to sunlight. Morning. Headaches keep the mind whirring, in motion. Stir, crazy. Can't turn it off. Not getting off. Nowhere.

So, today I woke up and just giggled to myself. I thought about the shit that I say during sex, in the heat of the moment and how funny it sounds the next day and out of context. I still love it and am going to keep on saying crazy shit I just love how it made my day. I guess some people might be...
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