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So I haven't been around in a while because I shut off my network connection at home. This is due in part to a couple of reason's. First I no longer work from home I have been transfered to a subsidary company that no longer allows me to ssh or even look at SG. It's pretty shitty; so in effect I no longer needed a connection and I don't really get online outside of work.
For those who care, I have missed being a part of this site (to the minor degree) that I am
I can't even IRC work, I don't notice now though, I think it's kinda like when you get used to prison (well I wouldn't really know because I'm not a criminal, but I can put my self in someone elses shoes) and you no longer think about having sex with someone you care about, you no longer remember what it was like to shower by your self, or watch TV or cook your own meals.
I have become numb to my mental prison.
At least I have my real life friends, or should I say the people who tolerate me enough for me to be somewhat fooled into think I have a close friend. On a long enough timeline someone will always stab me in the back, it's to bad really cause I'm a nice person.
Minutes are gold
Days are trivial
Years are tragic
Memories are all I will ever have

p.s. I'm not going to read this entry and correct any errors, so view it as a puzzle in grammer and spelling