When I think about why I continue, I am left with nothing but a feeling of loss.
I am a failure
I am a slacker
However what I am not is what others want me to be, I am what ever it is as you see me.
I tired of being told how to live my life, because life is about survival, and I am a survivor thats all I know and thats all anyone needs to know. Everything else is just something to fill in the cracks between the moments in which you are lying.