I am tired of the awkward moments in life that leave you in a way hoping that something will change.
I am tired of looking for ways to suspend belief long enough to allow your self to have some fun.
But most of all I am tired of feeling guilty, because I use more energy to make other people happy rather than my self.
I want a nice little package in life that contains all the elements of everything that I reviere.
I want to stop for one fucking moment.
If my flesh where the cause of my hell I would kill my self, but its not, it's my soul. It is that thing inside of me that acorn of hate that really keeps me going, but that very hate (I only say hate because I cant call it love) that causes me to become a better person.
Though it troubles me more than anything I know that the very thing the very core of my being that makes me that is that relates to you act, is so persistant that I will never find peace.
Who gives a fuck, watch some more T.V.
I am tired of looking for ways to suspend belief long enough to allow your self to have some fun.
But most of all I am tired of feeling guilty, because I use more energy to make other people happy rather than my self.
I want a nice little package in life that contains all the elements of everything that I reviere.
I want to stop for one fucking moment.
If my flesh where the cause of my hell I would kill my self, but its not, it's my soul. It is that thing inside of me that acorn of hate that really keeps me going, but that very hate (I only say hate because I cant call it love) that causes me to become a better person.
Though it troubles me more than anything I know that the very thing the very core of my being that makes me that is that relates to you act, is so persistant that I will never find peace.
Who gives a fuck, watch some more T.V.
fuck it, time to run around on the comp.