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So my arm is feeling much better today, for those of you who don't know (and most likely dont care) I fell skateboarding down at the Burnside Skate Park.
I bruised my elbow so bad that the swelling has prevented me from moving my arm very much; however, it is a remarkable improvement today.
I can't afford a doctor and don't have any health issuance, so if I dont have a near full range of motion by Saturday I'm going to have to bite the bullet so to speak and go to OHSU for help.
Things have been rather odd in my circles of friends recently. I am feeling more and more alienated for some reason.
I think I might feel guilty for something (which is weird because I try not to believe in guilt) though I can't really place in memory what sort of shitty things I have done or said in recent history.
Its a hard thing to cope with, the idea of just being one of those annoying people.
Some think that I am a quiet and reserved person, and I am, that is if you never let me get to know you.
The worse part about it is that I open up to people once I get to know them because I like them and or respect them and I have this nervous habit of sharing my little insecurities or the funny (often only to me) and crazy thoughts that go on in my head, this is amplified when I drink.
Because of these things I tend to annoy people and they become over time less and less tolerant of me; so I end up getting my feeling hurt because I only annoy people because I like them.
circles, circles, circles.
I wanna be square.
So my arm is feeling much better today, for those of you who don't know (and most likely dont care) I fell skateboarding down at the Burnside Skate Park.
I bruised my elbow so bad that the swelling has prevented me from moving my arm very much; however, it is a remarkable improvement today.
I can't afford a doctor and don't have any health issuance, so if I dont have a near full range of motion by Saturday I'm going to have to bite the bullet so to speak and go to OHSU for help.
Things have been rather odd in my circles of friends recently. I am feeling more and more alienated for some reason.
I think I might feel guilty for something (which is weird because I try not to believe in guilt) though I can't really place in memory what sort of shitty things I have done or said in recent history.
Its a hard thing to cope with, the idea of just being one of those annoying people.
Some think that I am a quiet and reserved person, and I am, that is if you never let me get to know you.
The worse part about it is that I open up to people once I get to know them because I like them and or respect them and I have this nervous habit of sharing my little insecurities or the funny (often only to me) and crazy thoughts that go on in my head, this is amplified when I drink.
Because of these things I tend to annoy people and they become over time less and less tolerant of me; so I end up getting my feeling hurt because I only annoy people because I like them.
circles, circles, circles.
I wanna be square.
we missed you last night.