I am living in a twiilght zone so to speak. It's not that weird things are happinging to me, it's more like I'm just thinking weird thoughts.
Need to forget, realign, and reapprouch.
I suppposed to start on four really huge fucking projects for work by the end of this month.
The prolem is they are not huge just because they are alot of work but more because I have about a month (maybe two if I push it) to finish
what really should take 3-4 months, I suppose this is why they pay me the big bucks *gag*.
I just want to flash forward to a year from now where I will finally have a bunch of money saved, and can finally escape from this city that I have spent way to much time in.
I love portland I will always come back and will I think for most of my life call it home, but I have been hear since I was about 8 years old, yup I moved from SF around then.
Well enough of this crap, time to go pester someone else beside my own benine (mis-spell) self.
Need to forget, realign, and reapprouch.
I suppposed to start on four really huge fucking projects for work by the end of this month.
The prolem is they are not huge just because they are alot of work but more because I have about a month (maybe two if I push it) to finish
what really should take 3-4 months, I suppose this is why they pay me the big bucks *gag*.
I just want to flash forward to a year from now where I will finally have a bunch of money saved, and can finally escape from this city that I have spent way to much time in.
I love portland I will always come back and will I think for most of my life call it home, but I have been hear since I was about 8 years old, yup I moved from SF around then.
Well enough of this crap, time to go pester someone else beside my own benine (mis-spell) self.
echo:
i go into the wilderness with my project and stick its hard cold engery into all my chackras and listen to what it wants me to do, then i say what i feel like doing.. if it doesnt like it i say what i have to offer and then what it feels like it can do. then i touch it's bum whole and watch it squirm while i get amusement and decide it's worth my while to fuck around with it.