So to put it simply I'm pissed, I can't tell you why, and not because I don't know, but because despite the fact that at times we may share our little dark secrets in our online jounals we never really share the facts that make us the assholes we are.
In a way I guess I'm pissed because I did the honest right thing for once and now I suffer for it, like a martyr.
I judge my self so much on the way my friends treat me, that is sick. People are flawed in everyone imaginable and sometimes in ways not.
In a way I hate the world for having me and misleading me to beleave that its ok for me to be me, who needs it !
I do not have the capasity in words to relate the way I feel.
In a way I guess I'm pissed because I did the honest right thing for once and now I suffer for it, like a martyr.
I judge my self so much on the way my friends treat me, that is sick. People are flawed in everyone imaginable and sometimes in ways not.
In a way I hate the world for having me and misleading me to beleave that its ok for me to be me, who needs it !
I do not have the capasity in words to relate the way I feel.