Im a bit down today.
Im feeling like school just wont go where I want it to. I dont know is this is what I want anymore.
Someone came up to me at the pet shoppe yesterday and asked if I wanted her ferret. I was so happy and gave her my email. When I got home I decided it was time to sell the books my parents had wanted me to so I could afford a new cage. But noooo my brother yelled at me and now HE is going to sell the books. My collage loan wont go through in its entirety, im broke, not allowed to get a job and sad.
I dont have enough money to even eat with... Thank god my parents just went shopping.
If I stay in school I will be broke forever. I want a job.
Sorry for all the bitcing and complaining.
As soon as I get my new camera I will shoot set 3 and send it on in. Whta happened to set 2 you ask? wait and see.
OOOOH.
Also my room isnt EVER going to get done. Im officialy not allowed to paint it. My parents reason? I DOTN KNOW HOW TO PAINT. WHAT!?!?!?!?! im a goddamned art student who has painted and built sets my whole damn life! Crock o shit.
So here I am, ferrets living in the hallway, me living in a torn up room with a matress thrown on the floor. 10 and a half hour days of hell and not much reason to keep doing this.
Blarg.
well... going to the gym to sweat and improve what I look like at least.
Bye.
Im feeling like school just wont go where I want it to. I dont know is this is what I want anymore.
Someone came up to me at the pet shoppe yesterday and asked if I wanted her ferret. I was so happy and gave her my email. When I got home I decided it was time to sell the books my parents had wanted me to so I could afford a new cage. But noooo my brother yelled at me and now HE is going to sell the books. My collage loan wont go through in its entirety, im broke, not allowed to get a job and sad.
I dont have enough money to even eat with... Thank god my parents just went shopping.
If I stay in school I will be broke forever. I want a job.
Sorry for all the bitcing and complaining.
As soon as I get my new camera I will shoot set 3 and send it on in. Whta happened to set 2 you ask? wait and see.
OOOOH.
Also my room isnt EVER going to get done. Im officialy not allowed to paint it. My parents reason? I DOTN KNOW HOW TO PAINT. WHAT!?!?!?!?! im a goddamned art student who has painted and built sets my whole damn life! Crock o shit.
So here I am, ferrets living in the hallway, me living in a torn up room with a matress thrown on the floor. 10 and a half hour days of hell and not much reason to keep doing this.
Blarg.
well... going to the gym to sweat and improve what I look like at least.
Bye.
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they can really make you mad
,,,others jsut make you swear and curse
when your chewing on lifes gristle
,,dont grumble give a whistle
and thistl help things turn out for the best
and
always lookon the bright side of life" Eric Idle from monty python said that ( theres more to the song but icant recall all teh words at t eh moment )
cheerup damn you *HUG*
Todd