Why the fuck did I get back out of bed after I fell asleep at eight? I mean, I was ou fucking cold! Now it's almost one and I'm wired again. I gotta learn to relax, or this insomnia is going to eat me alive.
I realized today how close this move is. Not even two pay periods of work left, and then...I don't know. Maybe another week after that? I need to stop stressing and have some fun, before it's gone. With the exception of being near Kat again, I don't even want to go. I'm afraid I'm going to fall into old patterns back there. I can survive a year, right?
^^^
That was a little bleak, no? I'm actually alot happier than that sounded.
I realized today how close this move is. Not even two pay periods of work left, and then...I don't know. Maybe another week after that? I need to stop stressing and have some fun, before it's gone. With the exception of being near Kat again, I don't even want to go. I'm afraid I'm going to fall into old patterns back there. I can survive a year, right?
^^^
That was a little bleak, no? I'm actually alot happier than that sounded.
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yeah, it's a great book for sure. i'm looking forward to time off work so i can actually read something (especially that isn't a medical ref dictionary or formulary-blah.) that's good.