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Janice Erlbaum My interview with a truly amazing woman is up, go comment!

March 23rd

sleepless nights became sleepless days.
I watched New York sunrises from broken glass windows with a bottle in my hand every morning.
Immersed in a cultural underworld where I have made my bed.
Spanish is everywhere and the men whisper from the broken streets "Muy bonita".
And the latina women...
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So many months past since I last wrote.

The promised land is always shattered, I think as I extend my thumb to the sky, just a cowgirl with the blues, woke up with a bottle of whiskey still in my hand, next to my foster brother, threw on someone elses sweater, light fading and walked to the highway stomping, determined in my leather boots. I...
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Nicolletta wrote me a song. A FUCKIN SONG! It's so beautiful, IM BLUSHING. I wish that I could play it for you but for now here's the lyrics

some lily lovers
try to dance with her
try to catch what she got in her coffer

all the lonely texas tales
lonely rivers
the non stop runnings

all the twisted pity hearts
go make love with...
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I'm sick... of being tied down like a fuckin psychotherapy patient in the 40's. My ode to Frances Farmer. Although God is very much alive and kicking, Like my friend Bob who knows we are both crazy and spiritually connected and he can talk to himself all day if he know's I'm only a phonecall away.

There's a little life inside of me. My womb...
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The morning is cold and the skies are grey.
For the first time in weeks, there is a few moments for introspection.
The past weeks have been fast delusional LOVE (gutter lovin, happened so fast)and drunken nights. Insanity and love have a place deep inside my heart, They say the heart looks like a fist, angry and ready for anything the world has to throw...
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- Go and check out the beautiful sexy electricity of Mercedes new set and fall in love and leave my girlfriend a comment, That's right, I called her my girlfriend!.......(in my dreams, that is)

- If you haven't commented or read my interview already. please go do so. Burk Sauls of the west memphis three support group. It's a cause that I'm whole-heartedly behind...
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-First and foremost please check out my interview with Burk Sauls of the Free The West Memphis Three Support Group and please leave a comment. Myself and Burk both put a lot of time and energy into that interview and I am particularly proud of it because I deeply believe in what Burk is doing and all the other people working so hard for...
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On May 5, 1993, three young boys, Chris Byers, Michael Moore and Stevie Branch, were brutally murdered in the town of West Memphis, Arkansas. Grieving and looking for answers, the town allegedly bypassed evidence pointing at probable suspects. Instead, they prosecuted three teenage boys who were unconventional for the town of West Memphis. The boys, Damien Echols, Jason Baldwin, and Jessie Miskelly, wore black and...
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The shadow of the 14-year-old alienated girl I used to be lives here with me, she lived in fantasy for too long and when it was time to step off, she jumped crazy and fanatical. She jumped like she believed she could fly, instead she fell and loved every minute.

I held 9 millimeters in that bathroom in Texas where there was no electricity but...
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http://www.democracyinaction.org/dia/organizations/ncadp/campaign.jsp?campaign_KEY=6386

Please sign it. My man dies on wednesday. It's breaking my sanity and my heart. The san antonio police department is chartering a fucking bus to come cheer when his execution is done. As if it won't be hard enough for his family and friends. I will be there as a witness. I will record everything that happens and post it. I'm going to...
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Dear Stalkers,
I love you all, just as much as you love me which is equal to the hate, but its time to get a membership if you want to keep tabs on me. just click on the "members only entry" that you will see in my blog from now on and pay with a credit card. especially you "kiki" from austrailia and the "AB"....Step...
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"love was your great dissapointment"


i watched new york city fade behind me on the china town bus to philly that took me places i'd only daydreamed of, holding Jim's hand in the car listening to Lou Reed. Only certain seconds of life are beautiful.

Then there was richmond, VA. Me, Cass, And Nicki....The only three gutter kids in the whole town and there was...
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