liltatts

So i figured it woouldnt hurt to have a couple of drink s to but itghink 6 beeers and equal number of shots and im only feeling worse, my heart is breaking I have no more grandfathers my real dads my moms and my step-dads no more, so i go to the bar planning to relax and the softball players come in aND buy me drinks and whart do i get nuthin but drunk and more mad at the fact that thy look at me like one of the guys it flat out pisses me off, and now all i wznt is someone to be waiting for me in bexd but all i will get it a bunch of pillows it sucks being me i get one taste of cuddling in the past 7 months and now thats all i want. god i really am drunk, not the best thing in the world, and thank you all again i barely know you all but i have gotten more good wishes and good vibes than i have from my friends so it kinda shows how ppl are,. my dad let me read a prayer he wrote for Pop-pop it was amazing i, i haven;t believed in god since i was 16 and its hard cause i don't know what to believe that my prayers were answered by taking po-pop in his sleep or if it was just his time.

Ariel
In Loving Memory Of

Steven Gavurnik Sr.

July 22, 1920 - July 27, 2004