liltatts

So, Yeah I'm still sick! I hate this shit i just dont seem to be getting any better. I worked at the bar tonight which sucked i had shitty customers. No drinking was to be had.

I then came home to and got into a screaming match with my mother about my step-fathers dad dying.(He was given 24-48 hours to live last thursday and is still alive)I was told that I'm not showing my emotions and that the rest of the family thinks I do not care. I already went through this my 10th grade year with my moms dad. Which was probably the hardest thing I have ever gone through because we were so close. I'm at the point were I just wish He would go. Don't get me wrong I love Pop to death but I can't keep saying good bye to him. It's starting to get to damn hard, if my being sick is caused by stress this is just adding to it.

So on that note with my head spinning, my heart breaking and tears flowing like the rain last friday. I say keeping everything seems to work for a while until you can't hold it in anymore and freak out like I did tonight.

Ariel

well i just came downstairs so I could take my dad to work and found out the Pop pasted away early this morning.