Thanks for the love those who left it.
Im in a rotten mood. Im leaving for boston in a week which is well deserved. But the chance i wont have a place to live when i come home is very high. Yeah you heard me right I come from a rich ass town and because im not rich and my family isnt rich means we are SHIT OUTTA LUCK thanks to some asshole named jay who was supposed to refiniance my parents house. Mind you since october I have lost my cash in hand job as well as my pops. so ive be trying to pull as many hours from work as i possibly can. dads working at a car dealer as a auto technician and a very fucking good one but business has been slow on his end as well as the holidays are over for me which means working 60 hours at the store has been cut back down to about 40.
so the ppl that bought my bar place an add in the news paper you know the same shit "now hiring wait staff bartenders flexable hours full time part time call here or email here." so i send them an email saying what i did how long i worked there that i think its great that they have done such a nice job fixing the place up and what do i get back FUCKIN NOTHING. top this all off my car is sittin in the fuckin drive way flat tire and dead fuckin battery.Yeah can things get any fuckin worse i tell you tomorrow im gonna fall and break my fuckin leg thats how things are going
I sit at work and listen to the angry girl talk about how shes moving to florida and going to go to school and then her bitching about the spanish girl who found out that said angry girl fuck a stock boy who has a serious girlfriend(most not be that serious if he fucked you, you stupid fuck fat asian cow) No offence to anyone asain who reads this. and my pregnant fucking manager who has the attention span of a god damn goldfish, your trying i can tell but you aint fucking helping me. ANd the fucking single mother living off the goddamn government you fucking lie to everyone I dont car where you say your from and i dont care where you say your going dont fucking talk to anyone you should have chemically sterolized as a small child to prevent you from makng more of you. and to my famil id like to say this i love them alot and all but when my mother your sister needs you where are you.....off fucking skiing in canada of taking a nice trip to fucking hawii
yeah im bitching im complaining and thats who i feel i cant sleep i cant eat im losing my fucking mind and wish there was something i could take to make the fucking world go away for a very long time but waht am i going to do in the morning im going to roll outta bed take the dog out take a shower and go to work where i get to do the same thing i did today all over again
run on enough for ya
so if you feel like it leave some good ol'fashion SG love if not
peace im outty
Ariel
Im in a rotten mood. Im leaving for boston in a week which is well deserved. But the chance i wont have a place to live when i come home is very high. Yeah you heard me right I come from a rich ass town and because im not rich and my family isnt rich means we are SHIT OUTTA LUCK thanks to some asshole named jay who was supposed to refiniance my parents house. Mind you since october I have lost my cash in hand job as well as my pops. so ive be trying to pull as many hours from work as i possibly can. dads working at a car dealer as a auto technician and a very fucking good one but business has been slow on his end as well as the holidays are over for me which means working 60 hours at the store has been cut back down to about 40.
so the ppl that bought my bar place an add in the news paper you know the same shit "now hiring wait staff bartenders flexable hours full time part time call here or email here." so i send them an email saying what i did how long i worked there that i think its great that they have done such a nice job fixing the place up and what do i get back FUCKIN NOTHING. top this all off my car is sittin in the fuckin drive way flat tire and dead fuckin battery.Yeah can things get any fuckin worse i tell you tomorrow im gonna fall and break my fuckin leg thats how things are going
I sit at work and listen to the angry girl talk about how shes moving to florida and going to go to school and then her bitching about the spanish girl who found out that said angry girl fuck a stock boy who has a serious girlfriend(most not be that serious if he fucked you, you stupid fuck fat asian cow) No offence to anyone asain who reads this. and my pregnant fucking manager who has the attention span of a god damn goldfish, your trying i can tell but you aint fucking helping me. ANd the fucking single mother living off the goddamn government you fucking lie to everyone I dont car where you say your from and i dont care where you say your going dont fucking talk to anyone you should have chemically sterolized as a small child to prevent you from makng more of you. and to my famil id like to say this i love them alot and all but when my mother your sister needs you where are you.....off fucking skiing in canada of taking a nice trip to fucking hawii
yeah im bitching im complaining and thats who i feel i cant sleep i cant eat im losing my fucking mind and wish there was something i could take to make the fucking world go away for a very long time but waht am i going to do in the morning im going to roll outta bed take the dog out take a shower and go to work where i get to do the same thing i did today all over again
run on enough for ya
so if you feel like it leave some good ol'fashion SG love if not
peace im outty
Ariel
thelibra:
uhh, i do refis in jersey. call me tomorrow.
hellomrworld:
i hope things get better for you soon ...