So how about we review frienships. Friendships are kindof like marriages I think. Its give and take. I am constantly there for people who are not there for me. I listen to them bitch whine and complain. I listen to the good and the bad. And don't get me wrong I do not mind at all, its just sometimes I want them there for me as well. Right now I have alot going on in my life too. But these same people I listen to just keep bitching about their problems. They are so busy doing this they don't even stop to say, hey how are you? Hows everything going. They don't even notice I need someone to talk to as well. Kindof drives me crazy. And of course I am the type of person who will never say anything. Instead I will keep on listening. I even have friends that are my friends when they need something and then drop me when they don't. I hate it. But I am not mean enough or whatever it takes to just remove myself from them. Why do I have to be so kind hearted? I guess thats just what Ugly people are. Kind hearted. Hell I dunno. I think I have vented enough. Thanks