lilred88

well my girlfriends cousin is doing better so thank yall for sending him good juju.
we are off to go get new tattoos here in a few minuets! super super excited!

what are yall up to this weekend? anyone doing anything fun?
catch me up on things since ive been kinda MIA lately!
<3

my gf's cousin who has cancer (in remission now) just got a wicked case of pneumonia and since he has no immune system from all the chemo he might not make it so please send happy thoughts his way, he is way too young to die
thanks

so im actually enjoying doing school for personal training, minus the anatomy memorization its really fun stuff. im almost half way through! its crazy how fast a 12 week program goes! im a liiiiiittttle behind in my study guides because i enjoy spending time with my girlfriend more than doing tedious chapter reviews.... ill get caught up tho, just gotta make my self sit down...
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ups and downs happen in relationships but my girl still is the most amazing person ive ever met and i love her more than anything in the world.
thanks for yalls love when it was a bit bumpy i appreciate it
we are still learning each others issues and how to deal with them but we are working together to make this relationship grow.
i...
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ugh things are so shitty today
my girlfriend is fighting with me over nothing and wont even talk to me to work things out. she is being super controlling which is a side of her i have never seen. it hurts so much and is scaring me cos i cant have that in my life or in a relationship. ive been with people like that...
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YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY my baby gets home tomorrow! weve been apart for 15 days and ive been going crazy missing her.
im so fucking excited!!!
then we are off to my ranch to blow shit up, go four wheeling, shoot shit, and get wasted for new years! hells yeah!

TELL ME: how was every ones holiday??? what are yalls plans for new years? anyone making a resolution?...
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im the happiest girl in the world right now. im officially taken by the most amazing girl ive ever met
im one lucky betch!
yay yay yay yay yay yay
*happy dance*

ok im done now

getting pumped for Fun Fun Fun Fest this weekend!
loving the weather we are having! its finally cold enough to wear my awesome winter clothes! yay!

had an awful weekend. my dog died. it was traumatic to say the least. im not ready to describe how it happened because thinking about it gives me flashbacks that break my heart and scare the shit out of me.
i miss him so much.

anxious and excited about tomorrow....
i meet my birth father for the first time tomorrow! we are having lunch and grocery shopping for a block party his neighborhood is having this weekend. we've been talking on fb for a couple months and he seems like a really great guy. i hope he likes me, i hope i like him, i hope its not awkward, i...
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everyone really should check out the "it gets better project"
its an amazing series of videos encouraging lgbtqia youth that it does get better and that suicide is not their only option.
Youtube: It gets better project
great idea! pass it on!