lilone

i'm very tearful at the moment. Just phone my ex's mobile and got one of his friends do a gay voice and calling me a starker.
I want someone really nice that likes my personality not take me for grantage for a easy way to have sex.

I'm off to bed now and listen to nocturnal rites while i cry myself to sleep.

I feel low and depressed at the moment James broken up with me the kent prick of lack of hygen. His brother and his mate took the piss down the phone to but they never had girlfriends so they don't know what a comitment is.

I'm going to find a box tomorrow and put the things he bought me away like the star ocean 3...
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It wasn't a very sucessful time when i was at my boyfriends. He did absolutely nothing for me. I wanted to go shoping in Margate on friday, he keep telling me in a minute for 5 whole minutes, only because he wanted to make a site for tortilla army; So i left the house and walked as far as the leisure centre and cancelled 20...
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I'm at my boyfriends house for a couple of days, I slept most of the journey in the car since i had a restless sleep the night before.
When i got to his house, James told me his boss at work was having trouble with his girlfriend...well ex's now. He explained to me, he was a prisoner in his own house and his girlfriend was...
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Before i write my diary i've got a splitting headache, going to take something for it in a minute.

Righty oooh...Not much to say although i've just eaten hair uck! I've played a little Red Alert 2 today. Didn't get a phone call from boyfriend at 11am...COW!! He was mainly chillin' with his brother's, sister and his father since he came down the weekend and...
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One thing before i writing my journal, I'm cold and i'm in care bear pajamas.

It's been a lazy day doing nothing part from make icky rollies which i'm sick of i want real cigarettes, but i'm broke. Mainly taken over america with my soviet army on Command and Conquer Red Alert 2, stuck in the big apple itself.

Watch old repeats sex and the...
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I'm bored, I hate chav's grrr and some one ate my cherry amore yoghurt ...I was looking foward for that last night when i came home from work.

I want my cherry yoghurt and someone to lick mine I'll have to eat my cherry lip barm

And sick of making rollies i want some money so i can buy some nice cigarettes.

It was so weird arround 10pm i had only my bed side lamp on while reading a book. But i could see something moving in the corner of my left eye then i notice it was manifesting into a cartoon ghost with bright glowing shinny eyes. I told it to leave me alone then it went straight at me in full speed i txt my...
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listening to jack off jill & korn- this town

I'm sad now my boyfriend left to go home to work for a hidous man thats his boss.

I've been downloading mp3 for my win media from limewire. I want to do something but what...

I should really learn my guitar but too tired plus i need to tidy my room which james has made mess...
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Hi everyone,
I'm absolutely bushed from yesterday night. the cancer project did some new songs at the club. Then a shit band which we don't know the name off, then a really good band called Nefarious then may day warning was shit.

So it was a good night had fun.

Arrhhhh glad to be home from work...had a stupid cow come into the shop being thick as she is. Where on chip and pin for debit card/cerdit card use. She had a card with a chip and didn't know a pin number. Had i right go at me since i couldm't accept the card since were not allowed to swip them anymore. I felt like...
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Haven't done much today. I'm listening to a song called plastic surgery by jezebel. Played a little Grandia i've seen liete or alent or something beat up a rock bird boss Meet Herr Mullen and Leen.

James is full of cold but still coming round to pass it on to me.

I'm going to do some gor possions on my boyfriends site. http://www.maged.co.uk/tssi/index.php

I'm going...
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