I'm going to share with you guys a story about something that happened awhile back that will lead up to my current dilema.
A friend of mine came in from California and wanted immediately to go out and do something. This was her first time on the east coast and well it being 5pm there wasnt much to do until 9 club wise. So I suggested we go to a strip club. We went to one in Maryland and when we got there they werent open for public shows for a few hours but we could come in for a private VIP showing for $200.00. I thought it was alittle expensive but Im like whatever lets do it. So we get inside and they stick us in a room with just us, chairs and of course the stage and pole. A girl walks in and takes our drink order leaves and maybe 10 minutes later comes back with drinks and hot wings. Yeah just what I want is cold beer and some dead chicken legs to go with my side order of nekkie. Anyways me and Angie are drinking and waiting for the dancers to come and 30 more minutes pass. Still no dancers. Then the lights go off and these strobe lights start so we are thinking wooot woooot here come the dancers.... Nope. Another 15 minutes pass and still nothing. Just lights that are sending me on a acid trip flashback. Anyone who has ever gone out with me here (SGVA) knows I pretty much dont have a problem doing anything. I dont need to be asked or dared I just come up with funny shit on my own. So me being bored I looked at the pole and decided I wanted to try "ride the pole" on stage. Rule #1 NEVER I mean NEVER leave me alone in a room with boredum. Anyways I hopped on the stage and grabbed hold of the pole and swiveled myself around the base of the pole.. easy as pie. Then I climbed my way to the top of the pole and swiveled down it. Still no problem.. Then I got in my head that I could do one of those tricks where the girl climbs the pole, leans back all the way and slides down it upside down. Im thinking how hard can it be right? Yeah, fuck is right. I got up high on the pole and went to lean backwards/down, lost my grip, fell off the pole, landed on my head and knocked myself unconscience. I shit you not. I was out for 7 minutes. Yeah.. I made a complete fucktard out of myself thinking I could do the impossible. To make this long story short. The dancers came out after I was awakened and assured the manager I was okay. We watch the dancers, which sucked by the way. Blah, I had a goose egg the size of Texas on the side of my head. All in the name of nekkieness.
Ok so heres the latest situation.
Before I became a member here I posted nude shots of myself for several years somewhere else.
I made alot of friends and still keep in touch with them and continue to post pictures there also. I received an email from a friend who works at a strip club in West Virginia that has chubby girl night on Tuesday and Thursday. He invited me to come audition for an opening. The club is alittle over an hour away and I could do it with my current work schedule the thing is I'm freaked out about the pole. I dunno I think Im freaked out I'm gonna knock myself out again or something. I'm excited and I want to do it but the thought of the damn pole freaks my ass out. Stop callin me a pussy and gimmie some advice. My friend said I could come there when they are closed and practise before my actual try out and I really wanna do it but Im so freakin intimidated by the fuckin pole I think I might wet myself just seeing it.
My weight has never intimidated me or kept me from doing something I really wanted to do. So I know its not that. I'm very comfortable with the way I look. Sure I could stand to lose some fattage, and I am, but for now with my latest quest, I know I look good and can do this.. (Not to sound arrogant, cause I'm not I just have good self esteem hahah
)
I think the best thing for me to do is just go to the club and practise - grab the pole and make it my bitch and go from there . I think its just taking the first step and saying Not every time is gonna be like that. right? sigh Any advice people?
Anyways, I hope everyone had a great and safe weekend.
Update
I called my friend. I'm going there tomorrow to meet him and practise. Im gonna do it even if I fuck myself up. Thank you everyone.
A friend of mine came in from California and wanted immediately to go out and do something. This was her first time on the east coast and well it being 5pm there wasnt much to do until 9 club wise. So I suggested we go to a strip club. We went to one in Maryland and when we got there they werent open for public shows for a few hours but we could come in for a private VIP showing for $200.00. I thought it was alittle expensive but Im like whatever lets do it. So we get inside and they stick us in a room with just us, chairs and of course the stage and pole. A girl walks in and takes our drink order leaves and maybe 10 minutes later comes back with drinks and hot wings. Yeah just what I want is cold beer and some dead chicken legs to go with my side order of nekkie. Anyways me and Angie are drinking and waiting for the dancers to come and 30 more minutes pass. Still no dancers. Then the lights go off and these strobe lights start so we are thinking wooot woooot here come the dancers.... Nope. Another 15 minutes pass and still nothing. Just lights that are sending me on a acid trip flashback. Anyone who has ever gone out with me here (SGVA) knows I pretty much dont have a problem doing anything. I dont need to be asked or dared I just come up with funny shit on my own. So me being bored I looked at the pole and decided I wanted to try "ride the pole" on stage. Rule #1 NEVER I mean NEVER leave me alone in a room with boredum. Anyways I hopped on the stage and grabbed hold of the pole and swiveled myself around the base of the pole.. easy as pie. Then I climbed my way to the top of the pole and swiveled down it. Still no problem.. Then I got in my head that I could do one of those tricks where the girl climbs the pole, leans back all the way and slides down it upside down. Im thinking how hard can it be right? Yeah, fuck is right. I got up high on the pole and went to lean backwards/down, lost my grip, fell off the pole, landed on my head and knocked myself unconscience. I shit you not. I was out for 7 minutes. Yeah.. I made a complete fucktard out of myself thinking I could do the impossible. To make this long story short. The dancers came out after I was awakened and assured the manager I was okay. We watch the dancers, which sucked by the way. Blah, I had a goose egg the size of Texas on the side of my head. All in the name of nekkieness.
Ok so heres the latest situation.
Before I became a member here I posted nude shots of myself for several years somewhere else.
I made alot of friends and still keep in touch with them and continue to post pictures there also. I received an email from a friend who works at a strip club in West Virginia that has chubby girl night on Tuesday and Thursday. He invited me to come audition for an opening. The club is alittle over an hour away and I could do it with my current work schedule the thing is I'm freaked out about the pole. I dunno I think Im freaked out I'm gonna knock myself out again or something. I'm excited and I want to do it but the thought of the damn pole freaks my ass out. Stop callin me a pussy and gimmie some advice. My friend said I could come there when they are closed and practise before my actual try out and I really wanna do it but Im so freakin intimidated by the fuckin pole I think I might wet myself just seeing it.
My weight has never intimidated me or kept me from doing something I really wanted to do. So I know its not that. I'm very comfortable with the way I look. Sure I could stand to lose some fattage, and I am, but for now with my latest quest, I know I look good and can do this.. (Not to sound arrogant, cause I'm not I just have good self esteem hahah
)
I think the best thing for me to do is just go to the club and practise - grab the pole and make it my bitch and go from there . I think its just taking the first step and saying Not every time is gonna be like that. right? sigh Any advice people?
Anyways, I hope everyone had a great and safe weekend.
Update
I called my friend. I'm going there tomorrow to meet him and practise. Im gonna do it even if I fuck myself up. Thank you everyone.
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daliyah:
We are HERE! Sorry I haven't called we are staying with some of the goons mom's friends. We got an apartment (Well we find out today if we get it)) and since the hurricane is keeping us down here we can't get my car til tomorrow or thursday.. so anyhoot I will try to give you a call on where we can hook up I CAN'T WAIT...it's a little overwelming to be back. 
daliyah:
I wouldn't fuck with the rings or the pole so grind away on their head!....