I've been riding an emotional roller-coaster. I don't know what this is, I don't know why it's setting in, but I know I'll be fine. Normal things I can fend off-personal insecurities that I can normally laugh off and roll my eyes to I can now feel just irk me below my skin. I feel fat. I feel ugly. I feel overwhelmed and underwhelmed all at once.
No, I'm not that typical woman asking for someone to say otherwise-a complement whore. I know I'm beautiful and smart and funny and pretty cool. And I'm the luckiest person to know so many people who love me and to love them back so much more.
I just want to know it again.
I want to sleep without something spiraling out of control in my mind.
There's really nothing I can't undo. I'm just not spending enough time on the things I need to do. I'm not focused on my talents...
No, I'm not that typical woman asking for someone to say otherwise-a complement whore. I know I'm beautiful and smart and funny and pretty cool. And I'm the luckiest person to know so many people who love me and to love them back so much more.
I just want to know it again.
I want to sleep without something spiraling out of control in my mind.
There's really nothing I can't undo. I'm just not spending enough time on the things I need to do. I'm not focused on my talents...
bepps:
Or you could just, you know, stop being pregnant.
lillyjax:
Thanks! That makes me feel better...