lillum

Oh, I see. So you think you're a fat jerk? I think you're 23 and in a long distance engagement and in school and in Lubbock. None of those are easy things to deal with on their own, let alone all at once. You have doubts because it is human nature to fear the unknown. Take it easy on yourself. Whatever your future may bring, it does not have to be decided upon right this minute.

...and, if this is what you look like

whatever 20 lbs you're talking about needs to stay right where it is, because you're pretty damn sexy. Trust me, I'm shallow.

Running, however, might help to clear your head and get your blood pumping again. ...maybe help to shake off any lingering west-Texas winter blues.



...just stay upwind of the stock-yards.


(ed.) - yeah, I'm way too lazy to resize that picture.

good luck hun, i hope you sort out whatever is troubling you