Hello everyone!
Some of you (or none of you) may have noticed that I have not been promoting or posting about my recent set which was released a few weeks ago, this is not because I am unaware that it came out or that I do not care but there is a reason that I am most likely not legally allowed to go into (all of the details) on this platform.
This is just a bit of a goodbye post, not meaning to cause drama, because honestly there has been too much drama for me to handle, and I have only been to one event that was anything to do with Suicide Girls and I have now learnt my lesson. I had so much hope for this community to be uplifting for myself and others that I know who are involved in creating images for Suicide Girls, but unfortunately I have been left disappointed. I want to be clear in stating that this is not any attack on Suicide Girls as a company but this is just my experience of the Australian Suicide Girls community, well the majority of the people that I came in contact with.
I was going to tag the lovely ladies who have been incredible throughout the past months dealing with the drama that I didn't ask for, but then again I don't want to publicly unintentionally condemn them for supporting me. You ladies know who you are, and especially the other lady who has been subjected to the nastiness and exclusion of the Aus SG community in past weeks. You are all incredible, and we don't need a label on us to be successful in the modelling industry. For myself, being exiled from the community wasn't an issue for my hopes and dreams, as I'm not much of a model to be honest, i'm more of a photographer, but this is my job for the moment, and I am ever so grateful that I am able to do this while I pursue my photographic projects.
Without going into the details and doing the whole name and shame thing, I did want to do a post here on Suicide Girls, because I feel like no matter how many times people told me that doing Suicide Girls was a bad idea, I still had so much hope that it would be a great thing for me, and I really wish I had listened to the people who had been burnt before me.
If someone is on here reading this now and is being bullied by ANY member of the SG community, be it an official suicide girl or not- no matter how many followers or likes they have, it doesn't result in their worth, at all. It definitely does not mean they are better than you, or that they are able to treat you like trash. I wish I could say that there is a happy end to this story and that I contacted the head of SG and sorted it out etc etc, but to be honest everyone, it's not worth it. I am not about to go up against people who have been in the community longer than I have, and have a gang of people ready to pounce on my social media accounts. I'm sorry, but I can't deal with anymore drama I didn't ask for, I have other things to do than deal with people who's only accomplishments have been their social media following.
So, with all of that said... I will be leaving the Suicide Girls community (well, okay technically i've already been exiled officially by the AUS SG group, but I will be deleting my account) once all of my sets are done in Member Review.
Of course I will continue modelling, and you are able to follow my work here:
Instagram
Or purchase my premium snapchat by emailing me at Lillithrosemodel666@gmail.com
Thank-you to the members who have always been lovely to me, and of course the incredible women on here that are genuine to me and always have been. I'm sorry I have to end on a bad note, but I didn't ask for any of this.
PS: If any hopefuls/sg are reading this and going oh fuck this is happening/happened to me, my DM's are always open, or email me!
Images: From Nude Muse Magazine, make-up by Roses Are Red Makeup Artistry. MERRY CHRISTMAS.
