lillith1983

Ive been in this crazy mood for a few days now. I cant explain why . But Ive been kinda depressed.
I feel bad for the guy Im dating. I really havent had the urge to be around him . And like, he talk me into having him come over . And Im just not " there" . My mind is just eles where.

im starting to feel like Im not that ready to date . I hate it . It has been alomost a year and a half since my x husband and I split up. Damnit , I wish he didnt have the control over me that he does.

Oh well, Im just ranting .
Much love to you guys
later