Friday Dec 30, 2011

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Fuck everything frown Im walking around with a smile on my face so my friends and family don`t have to worry. Im sad, depressed I go around not knowing what to do or want. im sick of this feeling I want it to go away. I don`t know how much longer i can take this shitty life !!!!
I have the best friends in the...
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shininglight:

Hei Fingeling.

Jeg har lenge sett at du ikke har det godt, det har ogs Haakon gjort. Selv om du putter opp et smil s klarer vi se igjenom det falske smilet du putter opp. Jeg er utrolig gla for ha blitt kjent med deg Fing, jeg skjnner ikke hvorfor jeg ikke har blitt kjent med deg fr. Jeg ogs hvordan du har det nr det gjelder det depresive er der nesten hver dag, det hender jeg har noen goe dager men skal ikke si det er mange av de.

Jeg sliter med Sex, jobb, at jeg er Bi og at jeg alltid sker vre negativ noe some jeg gjr helt automatisk enten om jeg vil eller ikke. Har diagnosen moderat depresiv, men er sikker p at det skulle vrt flere der.

Jenter kan jeg desverre ikke hjelpe deg s mye med, vet ikke helt hvordan jeg kjekker de opp enda, bare kliner med de jeg. Du er vrtfall ikke alene om det med jenter, har en bror som sitter fler det samme

Men Fing ikke nl med komme til meg snakke, jeg har kanksje ikke mange rd, men jeg hrer og lytter til deg.

Gla i deg fingeling kiss

Tuesday Dec 27, 2011

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Happy good merry days biggrin im sitting her having a cup of baeilys and coffe, while popping pills and hitting the bong, what and awesome christmas smile
Got to see my cousin from cube for the second time smile
All the small kids had a blast. for my it`s not the most exciting time since im 24 and the oldest after my is 40 and the youngest...
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lemolaura:

Sounds like your enjoying wink x

lillefing:

yaeh i am , only need some buddies too hang with, I live all the way out on farmland tongue

Merry christmas and a Happy new year!!! smile

Tuesday Jan 11, 2011

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Its`s probably time for a new blog entry now.

It`s been a weird last months in my life mostly shitty but some good day`s.
I can start with me having to move out from the house Tomas Franchezka and I rentet because it was really Franchezka who got the house, and when she past away me and Tomas had to move out...
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Sunday Oct 03, 2010

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Saturday Sep 18, 2010

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I`m finally all moved in, and have been drinking ever since :p My friend Tomas who also live here turned 26 to day, which we celebrated with some beers and a 1 on 1 game of Age of Empires 2, he won the game btw.

Now we are watching The Death`s of Ian Stone, and just chillaxing.
Tomorrow Tomas`s family is coming...
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Tuesday Sep 14, 2010

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So i`m finally moving out this weekend biggrin Can`t wait!! It`s gonna be awesome living with Tomas and Franchezka. I`m starting with the packing tomorrow.

Lately iv`e been working a lot on the farm and sending out work applications

Now I gotta go to bed, nite everybody wink

Wednesday Sep 01, 2010

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I`m so fucking depressed lately frown Tought she wanted me but that was not true.
Why do women play these fucked up games, i`m so sick and tired of it, all i want is girlfriend that I can love and that loves me. To much to ask for ??

I wish i had some weed right now, so i could smoke up and just forget......

sweetfangcarter:

..fuck...i hear ya

...smokin' a bowl right now for ya, man..

skull

lillefing:

thank`s man !!

Tuesday Aug 24, 2010

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Sent an job application to a concret firm today, really hoping i`ll get the job. It`s close to where I want to live and all my friends live around there. Now i live like a 20 min. drive away with my father, It`s not far but just so much easier to live in the same town as my friends.

I don`t...
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Saturday Aug 21, 2010

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My everlasting dryspell is over and now i`m drunk and stoned, can life get any betterbiggrin?!?!?!?!

Had a great day today, my friend Susanne(We have feelings for eachother but have had a little bit truble in the past ) came over about 7-8 tonight, for some drinking smile. and after a while the game "Truth or dare" came up and it was all on :p...
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Wednesday Aug 18, 2010

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So no i`m 23 and laying here typing my blog, i`m gonna tell you about an awesom trip i came home from yesterday morning.

It startet out with me and a friend takeing the train to Oslo on friday. A nice and sloow trip but we had lots of beer so it was a funride eventually. We arrived same day at 22:00...
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Thursday Aug 12, 2010

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So tomorrow i`m going to Oslo for a summerparty on saturday and meeting up for the army on tuesdaytongue to night i`m having some beers with some friends, one of them are going with me to Oslo tomorrow smile

so long and see you when i get back smile

Monday Aug 09, 2010

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Been a nice ordinary day today, been working my ass off and proud off it!!!
Iv`e also wached some episodes of Prison Break season 2.

Now I am sitting here synching my Ipod and getting some new music, have been doing that the last couple hour`s. And i also watched a youtube video that gave me some tears in the eyes:p It...
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