lilknottygirl

oh god, i want ribs, and cheese fries and beer. and pie. vegetarianism is going so much harder this time, although i recall now that when i stopped eating meat before i was always smelling other people's food. but now i crave things i never ate even before i was ever a veg. i always deemed ribs far too messy to eat, but i've been craving them for a straight 2 wks now. wait, it's october, it's a new month, which means i get a new eat meat free day. hurrah! speaking of a new month, i have to start moving stuff into draya's. i have about five times as much crap as i did when i moved here. boxing up baby clothes alone is going to be HELL. i better stop procrastinating though, cuz it's going to be so much worse if it wait until the last 3 days before i'm supposed to be out of here. better start stealing boxes from dps. still haven't told my parents. do i really have to tell them, tell them? can't i write a letter or an email or send a singing telegram? i know, i'll sing the telegram and izzy can dance, then they can't be mad. i figure they'll either react the way they did over my tattoo and just be laid back becuz they're tired of yelling at me or they'll get all dramatic and tell me i'm putting isabelle at risk. never mind that draya might possibly love her more than i do. it'll all be fine. this month is going to suck like a tidal pool (they do suck right? hmmm....) but by november it'll all be settled down and fine. and halloween is coming and draya's having a party and my costume is awesome. now i just have to tackle the ever-present issue of who will babysit on this occasion. i might just put her to bed and leave her home as long as kim is staying in that nite and just commit to not drinking much so i can get myself back home. but i really want to get trashed, which for me will happen after 3 beers. eh, we'll see. oh, and i still need roller skates....