Okay, I don't have a lot of time to write here, since today is Transgender Day and I plant to participate in the gathering and march events here in SF. This is my first Pride Celebration since coming out as transgendered, which is kind of a big deal for me, I guess. I always feel weird about these sort of mass political gatherings (whether it is LBGT or anti-war rallies or whatever, it's just the 'mass' aspect of it I don't feel comfortable with, I'm a recluse and an eccentric and to be totally honest kind of an elitist by nature). Well, I'll march in the march, and probably feel out of step, but so be it...
Moodwise, I am not feeling too bright. A little down, a little nervous. Took 2000 mg of tryptophan yesterday and felt 'pretty good' whatever that means... I suppose it means I felt sort of neutral. This is where it is hard to say if the 'drug' is working or not: Would I have been having a noticeably worse day if I had not taken the pills? There is no way of saying. My general mood is different from one day to the next, with or without medication. Whatever. I plan to take two 1000 mg doses of the tryptophan again today, and tomorrow, and report back...
Moodwise, I am not feeling too bright. A little down, a little nervous. Took 2000 mg of tryptophan yesterday and felt 'pretty good' whatever that means... I suppose it means I felt sort of neutral. This is where it is hard to say if the 'drug' is working or not: Would I have been having a noticeably worse day if I had not taken the pills? There is no way of saying. My general mood is different from one day to the next, with or without medication. Whatever. I plan to take two 1000 mg doses of the tryptophan again today, and tomorrow, and report back...