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Hmm its early tongue But I feel better then I have in a VERY long time. My messed up life is starting to make sense and clear a path I feel comfortable walking on.

I havent heard back from my job interviews. But I am more positive about searching for a temp job while I sort some personal stuff out. I think this will boost my...
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icy:
Feeling better is just great.

Actualy this is somewhat spooky as I'm in a very similar situation to you. Except you seem to have a specific goal in mind for your life, whereas I'm alseep at the wheel at the moment, dreaming of things that might be but not being able to figure out which I want.

All I need to do is hit a sandbank, steal a row boat, clamber onto the desert island and....wait....are we still talking about careers?!

*shrug*

wink

I'm looking at taking this temp job where I am supposed to "put smaller boxes into bigger boxes" as the HR woman explained to me. Temp contract, pays better than my last 'career' job and I get to figure out what I want to do....

Sounds to easy. I'll prob have to be putting boxes of anthrax into boxes of insane killer robots over a pit containing a hungry and pissed off godzilla.
shocked

Anyway, I also know the joys of buying clothes you like to cheer yourself up. I actually couldn't stop smiling for a while after my recent (and only) splurge for a long time.
Though I did have to go home and bench press 452 pounds just to reaffirm my masculine ways etc.
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icy:
Yeah ex's are quite the evilest thing around really. But mine are clearly no-where near as bad as yours hun! Dear god, that's nasty. Evil boy (I'm assuming it was a boy, you never can tell these days wink ). I shall send him an indignant email! Or glare at him dissaprovingly! Wait...ok maybe not.

Hmm that mind erasure thing, if they could put it into some sort of ray gun you could shoot them with. If they survive...all the better! Hehe. smile

Well at least you have things all planned out on paper. I'm not even able to get the pen and paper ready.
But your not a coward! Less of that talk! *wags finger*
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Big steps are big steps for a reason, life changing things aren't easy to do and clearly you just realise that.

Though with me it's more I think I need a kick up the arse to get something done. I get too safe and comfortable. Damn roof over my head!
*shakes fist at roof*

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icy:
Well good luck with the interview!
Don't worry bout the 'bad luck' thing. Breaking your fave necklace just got you tons of good karma points (in compensation) that the universe will shower on you during your interview!

I sympathise so much as I've had two interviews in the past week, both of which were utterly nerve wracking.

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However they are never as bad once your in there...

Let me know how you got on and such!

And yes, guitars are sexy and they bestow a super-sexy aura on whoever posses them at the time. "Guitars, helping ugly people get laid since 1821".
I might start carrying as many of mine around as I can...all the time.
Pointing them at the lay-dees and winking. It's a plan that can't fail!
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Good Luck

I hope you get what you want. smile
s_eldorado:
Yes, he said his name was Aristurtle.

How'd the job opp go?
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CHECK IT OUT! ITS MEEE

My friend did this. He made me look hawt. Hard task but he made it happen smile

I just realized I sl00n you guys with graphic stuff.
YOU ALL MUST OBEY AND ENJOY JK

Haters are welcome too whatever
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feral_phoenix:
That's okay devil, I can see you've been practicing your gangster style.
icy:
That's a nice pic and yes, its also hawt.
However I bet it's not as hard a task as you make out.

Ack that sounded corney. Anyway...your graphic stuff rocks babe smile
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Kinda tired, a lil annoyed, bored outta my mind ...ya, Thats kinda how I am feeling right now. Managed to do somethign sorta cool today. Let me know what you think.

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arete:
i told you once, and i'll tell you again.....i love it!

still annoyed? ooo aaa
l0st_cause:
should try killing stuff not litrally, like in "the Punisher" game. Great relief of tension. It might just be a guy thing though biggrin
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Okay okay, so its friday, im a weee bored. And was asked to make an avatar for a fellow friend. Well out of humour I made this for him. Well when I was trying to create my work of art. I needed to search for photos. So I searched "dicks" in google. And guess what came up?


congress...
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conditionblack:
Did someone say "Simple Plan"?? Please, don't mention that band (if you call them that) on SG.
icy:
I'd say that image search on google only throws up marginaly more dicks than are contained in the average boy band.

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Well Im feeling chatttty & opinionated right now. More so then normal/ So I believe that this then would be an idle time for a lil update. I noticed I update this and my deviantART account a lot more then my own website.

Today I have some interview for some lame job that will help provide a roof over my head and more clothes in...
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l0st_cause:
o0o im first to post.. sad i know blackeyed

id better say something really good and witty.. quick.. errr.. it was never gonna happen really.. sorry.. hehe

the picture was cool i think if the girl in it ever saw it she would shit her pants.. but i think you go the message across biggrin

You can't know everything because i do and i know that you dont know everything.. because i do..

Stalking.. now theres an interesting topic.. how does a stalker pick the person they are going to stalk do you think they write a list of possibilities and just narrow it down? hmmm anyway

good luck with your interview

being creative is awsome keep it up.

kapow!
astupidfox:
i feel the same about being opinionated....like when people tell me they like stupid bands...i cant help but look down on them. then i think wait a second.....not everyone can be as cool as me....i should pity not critisize.....hehehe. naw
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Holy what a delay in updating this. I guess I can forward the blame to being busy? Yet looking over at my bed & noticing the fresh imprints from my recent beauty rest seems to be the culprit. shocked

My interest for my pushed internet life has seemed to put its hand up as my least favorite activity these days. Something about looking at my computer...
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5lave:
I abhor you thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis much love

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l0st_cause:
heya, forget about it i figured your a pretty busy girl. biggrin

Im always interested in an oppinion. doesnt matter how long it takes to get it accross and if i dont agree with it, other wise it would be a pretty boring world smile

I always liked what romero was trying to get across in his films, i must say i did like the new version BUT only as a frightener. As they said when it was released its not a remake, theres no politics or social message behind it. It is a gore fest, i didnt really think you could label them zombies because they are something else like in 28 days later (not sure if you've seen it, i thought it was a bit of a british cult film)

Savini is awsome, he totally made alot of films for me with his effects.

I was tempted to read the script for land of the dead but i think id rather wait and watch it.

I love Resident Evil (the games) i think the films are ok, but theres nothing behind them really, and paul anderson is such a cancer on the film industry. He has murdered Resident Evil and Alien vs Predator, when they had SOOOOOO much potential. Grrrr sorry but they are two of my favorate Films (Alien Saga and Predator) im a bit of a geek i have alot of the dark horse comics for the two blackeyed hehe

I do like the CGI side of things because sometimes it can really make a story epic, but i think you can rely on it to make you movie for you.

Its nice to talk (or type) with someone with an interesting insite into a subject, dont worry about how much you type.

btw you have a really cool website, i do alot of web design i just can never seem to finish a project, ive been clinically diagnosed with lazyitus.

x

btw sorry but me a gwen are an item. or we will be after my master plan falls into place :oP MWHAHAHAHAHA

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Okay so I got an account AT last!! Now I dont feel so left out LOL. Though im starting to believe I have a problem with signing up for things. I now have a list of sites which have journals and such that require updates. LOL

check me out at my personal site or my deviantART account for stock & graphic photos.

This is all...
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arete:
WOO! you're a member! kiss
rx:
thanks sweetiesmile

kiss kiss kiss