2004/03/31 07:43 I am actually going to me 9am class. That has only happened like three times since the year started and two of those times were tests. The first I got an 86 on. I rock. The second I got a 56 on. I am a failure. So it is time to get my learn on at fucking 9am. I can deal with my 8am and 9am on Tuesdays and Thursdays because those are Human Sexuality and Drug Ed, slack and fun. I figure it is time to button down for the next 6 weeks and kick these classes asses. Heh, sorry really wanted that ryhme.
Yesterday afternoon I finally got the nerve to go to the LGBTA (Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, Transgender Alliance) office on campus. I hung out there and watched them play video games. Then I went to dinner with Alex and Derrick at El Rods. Came back and went to a talk with Danny from the Real World New Orleans (whoop-dee-do). I was probably like one of 10 people in the whole room who hadn't watched the show. After everyone left for a party and I came on home only after being prodded to come to the LGBTA meeting on Thursday.
I am definitly going to join the LGBTA but not for the reason that Alex guessed earlier. I said I was Bi and she laughed and just said "Bi now gay later." That is exactly the reason I want to join. There is this stigma attached to being bi. My straight friends figure it is just a phase I am going through in college and my gay friends all laugh and just say I am not really gay, which is true, I'm bi. The gays don't want to date you and the straights have a problem with it too. I want to be in the LGBTA because I am sick of the stigma that the Bisexual label brings. I have known since I was about 13-14 that I was bi. I just like people, sometimes I click with a girl and sometimes a guy and I find both genders to be attractive in their own ways. So that is my new mission.
I also followed suit with Emjay and wrote down my goals for this week. Maybe writing them down will make me more likely to actually complete them. I could use a little bit of focus. I have done it before and love the feeling when I complete all of them. I don't want to reward myself for doing it though because I would rather keep the reward intrinsic. If you already feel good for doing it, why do you need an extra reward?
Wow long Journal entry. Ok Well anyone who reads this BETTER BE watching South Park and Chapelle Show tonight at 10 on Comedy Central. THATS RIGHT cause I'm RICK JAMES bitch.
Yesterday afternoon I finally got the nerve to go to the LGBTA (Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, Transgender Alliance) office on campus. I hung out there and watched them play video games. Then I went to dinner with Alex and Derrick at El Rods. Came back and went to a talk with Danny from the Real World New Orleans (whoop-dee-do). I was probably like one of 10 people in the whole room who hadn't watched the show. After everyone left for a party and I came on home only after being prodded to come to the LGBTA meeting on Thursday.
I am definitly going to join the LGBTA but not for the reason that Alex guessed earlier. I said I was Bi and she laughed and just said "Bi now gay later." That is exactly the reason I want to join. There is this stigma attached to being bi. My straight friends figure it is just a phase I am going through in college and my gay friends all laugh and just say I am not really gay, which is true, I'm bi. The gays don't want to date you and the straights have a problem with it too. I want to be in the LGBTA because I am sick of the stigma that the Bisexual label brings. I have known since I was about 13-14 that I was bi. I just like people, sometimes I click with a girl and sometimes a guy and I find both genders to be attractive in their own ways. So that is my new mission.
I also followed suit with Emjay and wrote down my goals for this week. Maybe writing them down will make me more likely to actually complete them. I could use a little bit of focus. I have done it before and love the feeling when I complete all of them. I don't want to reward myself for doing it though because I would rather keep the reward intrinsic. If you already feel good for doing it, why do you need an extra reward?
Wow long Journal entry. Ok Well anyone who reads this BETTER BE watching South Park and Chapelle Show tonight at 10 on Comedy Central. THATS RIGHT cause I'm RICK JAMES bitch.
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