lilcupcakesjo

So, I guess you could say I'm going through a mid-life crisis and I'm only 25. All of a sudden, everything I used to like, scares the shit out of me. Well, not just everything I used to like, but everything about everybody else. Like, old people really scare me now, children, hell, even going to sleep. I'm not sure what the hell I'm going through, but I want it to stop. I just haven't been feeling like myself and this really frightens the shit out of me. Lately, it just seems even more so that life is pointless. I mean, I have always felt this way but now it's becoming extremely apparent. Is the point of life to grow old and wear sandals and khakis? Get fat, let yourself go, and push around a stroller? Sigh, I am petrified!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Johanna