Well, today was one of those "I'm just out of it" days. I am usually the last one done with my shit, but today I was one of the first. My English teacher even noticed I was kinda weird and asked me if I was ok. Usually a couple days after I drink I get all off balance in the brain. It's like I'm stuck on stupid for a day or two. I got kinda drunk on Wednesday, but not too drunk. I guess it's because my sleep got a little disrupted for the past few days.
The damn Regents test is tomorrow at 9 fucking am. I have to work tonight then pretty much go straight to bed so I don't drool on my test paper. Fortunately for me, I only have to take the essay part. I don't know about any of you, but I hate being forced to write. You don't have time to be creative, organize your ideas, or hell, you might not even care enough or be able to say enough about the topic. I guess the test is to show what kind of bullshit you can come up with in an hour. They don't want excellence, just some crappy 2nd grade essay I guess. Well, that is just what they shall receive.
Thank god I don't have that much homework this weekend. I only have to read one more psychology chapter and take some online quizzes for test practice. I have a take home quiz in math but that's only like 4 problems. I tell you though, those problems take fucking forever and it's easy to make one little mistake and fuck the whole problem. Oh well, I kinda like the stuff we are doing now. It has a little bit of Algebra in it and it's always nice to go back to the easy stuff.
I just want to say that I absolutely adore my boyfriend. We were watching Dr. Phil the other week and this chick was on there. She was complaining about how she wanted to wear all the designer clothes and how her husband was not making enough money for her to go shopping. She blamed him for all the debt in the family and made him feel horrible. NEWS FLASH BITCH, GET A FUCKING JOB. Besides, she knew what he did before they got married and agreed to be with him yet she wants her mechanic husband to bring home a CEO paycheck. She said she was used to her dad paying for everything and just assumed it would be the same in her marriage. Bah, anyways, she was like, "I need the SUV, the Gucci and Coach handbags, etc........." I started kidding around with Chris and told him he didn't make enough money and that he needed to start so that I could go shopping for expensive stuff. I told him I expected to have my brand new SUV by the end of the week. Well, Monday night he invited me over for dinner. I drive up to the smell of yummy beef cooking. He takes me by the hand and leads me to the kitchen and hands me my little toy Mercedes SUV. Haha, we are such dorks (I would have done the same thing). He did get me real flowers however. He always thinks of the littlest, cutest things. I just am totally smitten by him.
Tomorrow night we are supposed to go see "Dawn of the Dead" when I get off from work. It sucks that we don't have that much time to spend together, but the time that we do spend is always quality time. It feels like we have been dating for years. We are so much a like it's ridiculous and sickening. I swear, people would vomit if they hung out with us.
Well, I am off to go listen to some music and try to get in the right mindset to go to hell.
Tata for now,
Johanna
The damn Regents test is tomorrow at 9 fucking am. I have to work tonight then pretty much go straight to bed so I don't drool on my test paper. Fortunately for me, I only have to take the essay part. I don't know about any of you, but I hate being forced to write. You don't have time to be creative, organize your ideas, or hell, you might not even care enough or be able to say enough about the topic. I guess the test is to show what kind of bullshit you can come up with in an hour. They don't want excellence, just some crappy 2nd grade essay I guess. Well, that is just what they shall receive.
Thank god I don't have that much homework this weekend. I only have to read one more psychology chapter and take some online quizzes for test practice. I have a take home quiz in math but that's only like 4 problems. I tell you though, those problems take fucking forever and it's easy to make one little mistake and fuck the whole problem. Oh well, I kinda like the stuff we are doing now. It has a little bit of Algebra in it and it's always nice to go back to the easy stuff.
I just want to say that I absolutely adore my boyfriend. We were watching Dr. Phil the other week and this chick was on there. She was complaining about how she wanted to wear all the designer clothes and how her husband was not making enough money for her to go shopping. She blamed him for all the debt in the family and made him feel horrible. NEWS FLASH BITCH, GET A FUCKING JOB. Besides, she knew what he did before they got married and agreed to be with him yet she wants her mechanic husband to bring home a CEO paycheck. She said she was used to her dad paying for everything and just assumed it would be the same in her marriage. Bah, anyways, she was like, "I need the SUV, the Gucci and Coach handbags, etc........." I started kidding around with Chris and told him he didn't make enough money and that he needed to start so that I could go shopping for expensive stuff. I told him I expected to have my brand new SUV by the end of the week. Well, Monday night he invited me over for dinner. I drive up to the smell of yummy beef cooking. He takes me by the hand and leads me to the kitchen and hands me my little toy Mercedes SUV. Haha, we are such dorks (I would have done the same thing). He did get me real flowers however. He always thinks of the littlest, cutest things. I just am totally smitten by him.
Tomorrow night we are supposed to go see "Dawn of the Dead" when I get off from work. It sucks that we don't have that much time to spend together, but the time that we do spend is always quality time. It feels like we have been dating for years. We are so much a like it's ridiculous and sickening. I swear, people would vomit if they hung out with us.
Well, I am off to go listen to some music and try to get in the right mindset to go to hell.
Tata for now,
Johanna
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