lilcricketnoise

i should update this more aften
i should get a digital camera
i should paint more
i should not be so shy

but will i change?

probably not


we will see i have a list of resolutions i seem to be keeping so far maybe i really will not procrastinate so much.

now if only i could get my head unfilled of thoughts of a certain thing that i cant say much about or i will be in trouble, i would be a little bit saner i think.

as my very queer friend chris says (who i love much) whatever makes you happy.....but i cant willingly hurt so many people