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okay. my friend robin is in town to play a show tonight. it will be nice to see him. i visited him once in LA since his departure from seattle.

it will also be weird, since i haven't gone to a show in a long long time. but it should be good all the way around. maybe i will meet some new people. 'cause lord...
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unique3:
so whatever happened with your ex that was going to visit you?

yeah it seemed like forever since I was home. I'm glad not to be stranded anymore!

hehe. I dont know what the deal with the having kids is. I mean, there's so many methods of 'saftey' that you'd think someone would use one at least. but...whatever. I'm protected and I plan on staying that way til I can afford to have kids.
unique3:
hehe I know the feeling. I just met up with my ex too. hopefully it'll go ok for you. dont drink too much wine! wink
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monday monday.
so work was work.
i need to start working on some creative endeavors...but i keep getting distracted by which type of creative endeavor. should i make music, should i do painting, so i fuck up photos...and the list goes on. tonight i think i might try fucking up photos...

i am still sticking with the beard. gone a week now. and i am...
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unique3:
a long ways to go til what??
thephantomvi:
Good job with the beard. I'm letting mine grow back in as of today. Sick of the pirate thingy....
Glad to hear you were enjoying Csound. I downloaded GarageBand and have been messing around with that. Also been recording the sound of corrupted Quicktime files and .avi's. So far it's just cheesy fun, Your journal reminded me that I have some photos I need to get developed....Lisa gave me her old camera for my birthday, so far all I've taken pictures of are my cats....Hope yours are a bit more interesting....
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late saturday night. my ex girlfriend came into town...and it was so nice to see her. it was a little strange but good...i miss hanging out with her.
i am a little depressed by the situation so i am drinking some wine...
beatrice:
i'm with you. was it strange for her too?
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okay. it was a pretty uneventful day, but it went by pretty fast. i just got home from work and debating about whether to go to the store or try and rummage up some food here. feeling lazy. but i don't have any wine, so i will probably go to the store.

i need to take my car in to get serviced tomorrow. i might...
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unique3:
yeah I'm sure my day will be fine tommorrow. Do you think it's wrong that I'm not telling my current boyfriend what I'm doing? I guess I feel its a different situation with me then say if he met up w/his ex. I guess I'm mostly insecure because I've been hurt before so its hard to trust him if the situation were reversed. I dont know..maybe i'm just blabbing.

any good wine to recommend? I'm not a big wine drinker really but thats mainly because I hate to spend the money then get shitty stuff.
unique3:
I'll have to see what kinda wine I can come up with cuz I got new wine glasses for christmas that I want to use..

well my bf acted kinda offended when I told him I was going out with a guy friend. SO then I changed my story and just told him I wasnt going out witha friend I was just doing something. making him think it was a surprise for him for valentines day or something. I sort of feel guilty but. not really..
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so i played around with csound tonight. it was nice, felt like i accomplished a little bit.

put up a couple more pictures tonight.

i haven't shaved for a few days, was thinking about going for the beard. but it seems like it will take for ever. so i will probably give up on it sometime this weekend.

my ex-girlfriend/close friend is coming into town...
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unique3:
nice pics.

mmm. I'm going to see my ex boyfriend/now friend tommorrow for a movie. we've not seen each other for a while. it'll nice to catch up. same for you and your friend I assume!

good luck with your csound. what is that anyways?
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okay. i wasn't going to write a journal entry tonight. but somehow i just can't stay away. well, nothing fabulous happen today, but it was a pretty good day. drinking more wine...yummy. i need to take some more pictures. any ideas?
love
lil'buck
unique3:
Thanks. I'm still unsure if I want to drop 50$ on a piercing...I mean, I could get a lot more stuff for 50$ ..but..

take some more just candid shots. you'll be creative once you start!
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okay. i have more energy today. and don't know why i lack energy sometimes, maybe i let my work get to me. even though my job ain't that bad and can be interesting at times. and the people i work with are pretty good people. maybe i just long to work for myself...

going to get some dinner with some friends. check in later.
unique3:
haha yeah at least I got some arts and crafts done ! haha.
I have to finish the laundry tonight. UG. I did 4 loads last night and I'll probably end up with 3 tonight. maybe I should think about NOT letting everything get dirty....

true true. Maybe I'll put a pic of me with long hair in my pics just to have something to compair to....
beatrice:
people who don't always fare well with cow cheese tend to do better with sheep or goat's milk. boy left today so i treated myself to a computer. 12inch ibook. huzzah!
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feeling too tired to really put anything of importance in here. hope everyone else has more energy than me.
unique3:
well I know I dont have more energy then you! I got the dishes and half the laundry done. but it was a chore. sometimes that shit just sneaks up on you.

I'm putting some pics up...you should check them out.

have a good day. drink some green tea...that should help give you engery. I tried making ice tea out of it and it'd great!
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had my date last night. it was definitely a fun time...and i will leave it at that.

now it's sunday and i am a little worn out. just woke up and it's 11am. i feel like i need to have a creative/productive day. i was thinking about going into work to make up some time for calling in sick on friday, but scrapped that idea...
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thephantomvi:
Congratulations on the good date...hopefully more will follow....
I wanted to be productive today too, but I think I'll save it for tomorrow. I'll be stuck at home anyway, waiting for a UPS delivery (luckily they work holidays). And I did do laundry yesterday, so that counts as something....I think....
unique3:
glad you date went well!!

so what DID you do since you didn't go into work? I wouldnt go into work on a weekend ever. I'd quit before I had to. But thank goodness we're not open on weekends so I dont have to worry about it.

have a good day at work! I know I wont.
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shit. another night of staying up to 2am talking/chatting. it is fun though.

i am really tired today. called in sick. but will have to make up the time probably this weekend. but i enjoy working on the weekends, since no one else is there.

so i am suppose to hang out with my new crush this saturday night. it will be very interesting...since there's...
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unique3:
I'm so glad it's the weekend too!! even though I'll be stuck at work late tonight. oh well.

have fun on your 'date'. you'll have to let me/us know how it goes!!! smile
unique3:
yeah it'll probably be the next piercing i get. I want one so bad I can almost feel it!! so that it something to look forward to. everyone has to has somehting to look forward to...to keep cheeful, I guess that is my thing right now.

and yes...do share only the parts that are shareable.
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tonight was a nice night. for how much i enjoy being an hermit, i love human contact. i saw my friends mercedez and her kid, and my friend emily tonight. it was so nice. i must get out more...

stayed up until 2am flirting...it was very nice. it's always nice to have a new crush...

hope all is well with you all...
lil'buck
thephantomvi:
Ah yes, I got to see Lisa. Always a bittersweet affair. Never fall in love with a married woman. But if you do, pray she doesn't fall in love with you too....It's all a long complicated story, but it's one of the main reasons I'm burying myself in a mound of Casios....
You're right though, getting out is good....I'll probably have to do that at some point over the weekend. I want to give CSsound a shot too, and might pick up GarageBand/iLife after work. But the energy/time thing gets to me too...
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okay. i was a little frustrated at work.

i exchanged emails with this girl all day long, and we only talked about sex and exchanging pictures of us doing different things.

she was at home and could do something about it. however, i was at work and had no outlet. not to say i haven't relieved myself at work before, just this job i haven't...
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thephantomvi:
yeah, I always get a tiny little patch that never quite grows in. But the chicks dig it.....well, one specific girl likes it.

Just realizing I've never relieved myself at my latest job and I've been here since the summer. I work in the computer lab of an art college dorm, so there's plenty of temptation.....I'm a dirty old man......

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beatrice:
if your biggest problem is that you can't get off at work, i'd say you're doing pretty well.
i'm actually either getting an ibook or an imac. i'm not sure how portable i'll need to be in the future. but all the cool kids got macs, so i gotta get on board.