One of my dogs had to be put down tonight. My father took her to the vet while I was still at work. I tried to get there in time to say goodbye, but I didn't make it. 
What really pisses me off is that staying until she died would have been too much for him, so he dropped her off, told her he loved her and left. So she had nobody there that loved her while she died. As much as it would have killed me, I would have stayed with her to hold her and pet her and let her know someone was there that loved her.
Now she's gone, and I never got to say goodbye.
Goddamnit, I need a few drinks and some hugs now.
What really pisses me off is that staying until she died would have been too much for him, so he dropped her off, told her he loved her and left. So she had nobody there that loved her while she died. As much as it would have killed me, I would have stayed with her to hold her and pet her and let her know someone was there that loved her.
Now she's gone, and I never got to say goodbye.
Goddamnit, I need a few drinks and some hugs now.
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Call or text me anytime. I would love to talk. I have been a bit busy, but I will try to reach you some time soon. Take care my friend!