The world would be better off without me in it.
One of my dogs had to be put down tonight. My father took her to the vet while I was still at work. I tried to get there in time to say goodbye, but I didn't make it. 
What really pisses me off is that staying until she died would have been too much for him, so he dropped her off, told her he loved...
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What really pisses me off is that staying until she died would have been too much for him, so he dropped her off, told her he loved...
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lycoris:
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
lethaldose:
I feel bad that things have been so rough for you lately. My friends dog died two days before the 4th this month. We took him in my trunk on the 4th out to the country so he could rest in peace on my land. He was a good dog. And read my blog...things are getting crazy...
Call or text me anytime. I would love to talk. I have been a bit busy, but I will try to reach you some time soon. Take care my friend!
Call or text me anytime. I would love to talk. I have been a bit busy, but I will try to reach you some time soon. Take care my friend!
So, since it's been a while since I posted last, I figured I'd give a small update.
I'm no longer a resident of depression-land. This is all thanks to my friend Jenna Haze (yes, the pornstar). She recommended a book to me that really helped me. The book is titled "The Power of Now" by Eckart Tolle. I honestly never thought a book would help...
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I'm no longer a resident of depression-land. This is all thanks to my friend Jenna Haze (yes, the pornstar). She recommended a book to me that really helped me. The book is titled "The Power of Now" by Eckart Tolle. I honestly never thought a book would help...
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kas:
uh-oh what news was that? 
kas:
ah that sucks babe, I'm sorry
(hugs)
(hugs)
I don't know why I bother doing anything anymore. All I do is just fuck things up. I'm done with this shit, I can't take it anymore. Fuck it all.
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bow:
Noooooooooo don't give up!
Noooooooooo don't give up!
casino:
Sorry I didn't thank you sooner. I really appreciate the comment on my "Chateau Laroche" set. Happy Holidays
Cross posted from the Depression Group.
So my ex-fiance flew out to NM to visit her crush today (who coincidentally has a crush on her too). He and I were friends until I found out they have a thing for one another. I haven't talked to him since I found out because I don't think friends are supposed to do shit like that. I'm still...
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So my ex-fiance flew out to NM to visit her crush today (who coincidentally has a crush on her too). He and I were friends until I found out they have a thing for one another. I haven't talked to him since I found out because I don't think friends are supposed to do shit like that. I'm still...
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mayhem:
thanks for your support. I hope your situation has found resolve!!
lethaldose:
I'm doing my best to hang in there. That is all we can do, right?
I am so pissed off right now. Someone said something mean to a very, very close friend of mine and now I want to tell that person off. Actually, I want to hurt that person the way he hurt my friend.
Why are people mean to people who have tried to help them and be there for them? I really don't understand humans, seriously. I...
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Why are people mean to people who have tried to help them and be there for them? I really don't understand humans, seriously. I...
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jinkmaiden:
*gives you oodles of hugs and sniffles angrily* you're too good to me...and you rock hard core...always
Ok, here's another post with me bitching and moaning.
Things haven't gotten any better since my last post as far as the girlfriend/fiance thing goes.
I haven't seen her in 2 months, and because of her new job, I have no idea when I'm going to get to see her again. We see each other on weekends (once a month), but now she's got a...
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Things haven't gotten any better since my last post as far as the girlfriend/fiance thing goes.
I haven't seen her in 2 months, and because of her new job, I have no idea when I'm going to get to see her again. We see each other on weekends (once a month), but now she's got a...
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kas:
that sucks doll, i hope things get better you should do what makes you happy!
you should do what makes you happy!
lycoris:
Sometimes you have to be a bad guy.
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riese:
Those are some damn good picts! Must have been a VERY good day!
cripplethreat:
You're adorable! Would you straddle me?
This is my first post, and probably my last, who knows.
I'm posting this here because I have no one in my family who reads this, or who even knows I have it.
Not to mention, I don't know any of the people on my friends list except one.
I'm more depressed than I've ever been, and in all honesty, I just want to end...
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I'm posting this here because I have no one in my family who reads this, or who even knows I have it.
Not to mention, I don't know any of the people on my friends list except one.
I'm more depressed than I've ever been, and in all honesty, I just want to end...
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litaraye:
thanks hun!
kemper:
<3