lil_em

Hi all,

I'm just gonna do a very quick update here tonight - it's 9.41pm and as I'm not able to get up easily these days, and I'm working til midnight 5 nights a week, tonight is my night off and I'm going to make the most of it and get to bed.

Just wanted to say I'm doing REALLY well - things are starting to come together for me but I know its not that anything has changed except my outlook. I said in a previous blog that I'm delving into my spirituality lately and investigating 'things' and I think I'm really getting somewhere now, for the first time in my life. I'm not going to go into it now but I'm suddenly getting answers to some of the questions I've been asking my whole life

I had a dream last night; one that only a month ago would have absolutely devastated me. I woke up this morning slightly disturbed and although I've thought about it through the day, it hasn't ruined my day. I continue to feel loved, supported and never alone anymore and I feel more positive as each day goes by.

Is it a coincidence or is it that finally my meds are starting to work? I guess we'll find out as time goes on won't we?

Love you all; I really do

Love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love!!

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