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Feel like utter and total shit!

I don't know why I'm so up and down at the moment, it really fucking sucks and I'm taking it out on others which isn't fair in the slightest :-(

Doesn't help having to live in my parents in law's house either. We have been here like two years and there is no sign of us moving out anytime...
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likeyoutome:
It's just so shitty frownfrownfrown

From just feeling shit all the time, since new year, I'm more able to snap out of my mood swings, but when I drop hard, it's so much harder then I've dropped before, so much so, I feel like my heart actually aches instead of just feeling down. Even when I'm up, if something sad happens in a film or tv show, nothing will stop me from crying. I've never been one that is afraid to cry, but literally ANYTHING that pulls on the heart strings will set me off now and that isn't right. I was on medication for a few years but I haven't taken them in a few either because I can never remember to take them plus it screws up my sex life with my wife (and being that we don't have sex all that much anyways, I'm not willing to let anything get in the fucking way when it does)

It would make me feel so much better if at least I could get a job to provide a little bit more for my wife so we can at least afford to go food shopping regularly, instead of fucking waiting to be lent money or fighting to get my job seekers allowance.
lottey:
I was worried about you yesterday, i thought i'd upset you when i said i didn't feel up to coming over. You seemed really down. x
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Between I still feel her Part III & 7 Am, 2 Bottles And The Wrong Road, I am obsessed with Jonny Craig.

Loving him and his album, the stupidly long titled "A Dream Is a Question You Don't Know How To Answer"

These are the lyrics..... And below is a live vid from the famous Chain Reaction venue.

7 Am, 2 Bottles And The Wrong...
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alysharita:
I love this. I am completely obsessed with Jonny as well.
How do you feel about him being with Dance Gavin Dance again?
likeyoutome:
I'm not sure to be honest. I don't think his heart is in it really because they kicked him out but at the end of the day it's a pay day. I'm just more worried about the stealing fans money and stuff.

He has issued an apology and been to rehab etc "apparently" so hopefully someone with so much talent will be able to get himself sorted.
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Just disgustingly brutal!



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Well, what to say?... Fuck knows haha. Still finding out how to use the site, how do I get rig on the number that is next to the speech bubble? It's driving me mad knowing it is there and I can't get rid of it

Well, other than that, if people are interested, these are my other profiles on various sites, if you is interested...
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Hey there peoples, I'm Andrew, Married, 30 yrs, from London, England.
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niobe:
Hello and welcome to the site! smile
likeyoutome:
AH figured out how to reply directly now hehe. Thank you hun :-)