So, what have I learnt recently?
Erm... Andrew is very muchly dependent on his wife which brings both of them down. This sucks greatly as Char needs less stress, not more. I just hope I can make it up to her. I just can't see past the end of my nose when I'm down and in need of her.. or at least I believe I am.
Learning how to use my new Nikon D90 that I bought with the money I was given from the sale of my dearly departed and very muchly missed grandmother. There was enough money to get a new phone which I needed badly and a laptop. None of which I would have been able to afford for a very long time, which I an eternally grateful for. I've also got some money left over that I am going to put towards some kind of treatment to help me get over my eating disorder.
Sleeping on a sofa bed for the past 4 years is taking it's toll on my back and I've now had a second occurrence of searing muscle spasms which are fucking hell.
Every day I learn more and more that people who say they are your friends and they care.. Don't actually. It's too much for some people to actually carry through with the things they say and like to drop you when it suits them.
The arrogance of people I know still holds no bounds. It actually disgusts me to the point of stomach churning to think that these people really think so fucking highly of themselves, it's not just an act, they really fucking thing they are that good.
Here are some photos I have taken recently, I welcome any feedback and constructive criticism. Anyone that can help me in anyway, is welcome to say anything that may help me out becoming better.
Erm... Andrew is very muchly dependent on his wife which brings both of them down. This sucks greatly as Char needs less stress, not more. I just hope I can make it up to her. I just can't see past the end of my nose when I'm down and in need of her.. or at least I believe I am.
Learning how to use my new Nikon D90 that I bought with the money I was given from the sale of my dearly departed and very muchly missed grandmother. There was enough money to get a new phone which I needed badly and a laptop. None of which I would have been able to afford for a very long time, which I an eternally grateful for. I've also got some money left over that I am going to put towards some kind of treatment to help me get over my eating disorder.
Sleeping on a sofa bed for the past 4 years is taking it's toll on my back and I've now had a second occurrence of searing muscle spasms which are fucking hell.
Every day I learn more and more that people who say they are your friends and they care.. Don't actually. It's too much for some people to actually carry through with the things they say and like to drop you when it suits them.
The arrogance of people I know still holds no bounds. It actually disgusts me to the point of stomach churning to think that these people really think so fucking highly of themselves, it's not just an act, they really fucking thing they are that good.
Here are some photos I have taken recently, I welcome any feedback and constructive criticism. Anyone that can help me in anyway, is welcome to say anything that may help me out becoming better.