Finding it hard to cope at the moment.
I miss my 2 friends so so so fucking badly, I can never get them out of my head, the only distraction is work and even then at moments of boredom or breaks and such, they are the first thing that comes to mind and I am always reminded of my mistakes and how I have hurt the people around me and for someone who never wants anyone to think bad of them, this hurts like a blade to skin.
I'm not asking for anything really, the only thing I would want would be a chance to say I'm sorry and to start making it up to them. I'm not expecting anything or for us to be back to how it was, just to make a start on something.
I miss my 2 friends so so so fucking badly, I can never get them out of my head, the only distraction is work and even then at moments of boredom or breaks and such, they are the first thing that comes to mind and I am always reminded of my mistakes and how I have hurt the people around me and for someone who never wants anyone to think bad of them, this hurts like a blade to skin.
I'm not asking for anything really, the only thing I would want would be a chance to say I'm sorry and to start making it up to them. I'm not expecting anything or for us to be back to how it was, just to make a start on something.
ladymayhem:
Sending love <3