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Well, its been a while since I done a photo update and such so thought I'd do that.

About a month ago, Charlotte, mum mum and I went down to get tattooed by a friend of mine EJ Miles who has started an apprenticeship at The Pearl in Sheerness On Sea (which is WELL fucking far but well worth the journey) and to say we...
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Up and down, up and bloody fucking down.

After stressing big time about going "live" at my new job and talking to customer's when our systems FINALLY started working, I was feeling really low (again, yes I know) but knowing that I will have Charlotte home with me tonight makes me happier. With ZERO training on one of the two systems we use every moment...
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I just want to be with my Nan! I don't want to go to my first day of work to pretend to know or care what I'm doing when we haven't had enough training when my Nan is dying in her care home over 5/6 hours away.

I can't wait to have Charlotte back with me, as much as she has going on, I really...
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My sister had a call from my Nan's care home saying that the doctors believe there isn't much time left for her at all. My parents are making the 5 hours odd trip to go see her tomorrow.. and because I've just finished my training for my new job and starting on the floor for real on Monday, I can't fucking go with.

After how...
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Finding it hard to cope at the moment.

I miss my 2 friends so so so fucking badly, I can never get them out of my head, the only distraction is work and even then at moments of boredom or breaks and such, they are the first thing that comes to mind and I am always reminded of my mistakes and how I have hurt...
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I'm so so grateful to several people right now. Without them, I would be for sure hurting a lot worse than I am feeling right now. Company and face to face interaction is what I need and I think I realise that more than ever now.

If it wasn't for at least one person letting me know how they feel and telling me what I...
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Having a low day.

I miss my friends so fucking badly. If there was something I could do to make either of you feel better or change what has happened, then I would do it in a flash.

I miss you more than anything or anyone else.

Go take a look at some of the edits I've done of a recent shoot I had

Shoot with Ruby Travers

I is bored.

It seems I have finally got myself a job... But hoping one of the possible 2/3 jobs that could be available, come through before I have to start this one I already have. It's exactly the same job (at Sky Television) I had for like 6 months before leaving for a better job between Sept '09 and April '10 but the job...
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WHY THE FUCK HAS EVERYTHING I'VE POSTED ON PROFILE DISAPPEARED? AND WHY THE FUCK CAN I NOT CHANGE MY PICTURES????

Fucking annoyed beyond belief!

So, I finally got a job... Not that I want it kinda as it is for a place I previously worked out over a year ago and left because it was taking me around 4 hours each day to travel there and back and quite a lot to get there and back but it is a job and means I won't be unemployed any more...
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