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So I find that most the SG's and hopefuls on this site are attractive (in some regard and to at least one person) but I have lost pretty much all inclination to really to take a look at any of the photo sets posted. Some of them catch my eye but I have only open one so far.

I guess I have been on the...
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List of dangerous compounds I have exposed myself to:
Carbon Monoxide
Mercury
Phosphorus (IV) oxychloride
Hydrogen Chloride gas
Xylyl Isocyanide
what ever had frozen in the ice from a chemical freezer that was at lest 10 years old

good thing there is a bunch of free pizza today or I would not want to be here anymore today lol

I decided to reactivate after a 2 year hiatus . . .I doubt much of anything has changed and there are still few people in the WNY area. :tup:

I have nothing relevant to say . . .I wonder what will happen in the next 6 months. I wonder where I will be. I wonder if I will know any one. I wonder if any one will understand, why do few people understand me?

I am a scientist - fate, faith do not mean anything to me - I do not believe in fate,...
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So . . . .I was just thinking today while I was driving around campus that things are just gnikcuf great!
- i make my parents proud - regardless of what I do
- i'm proud and happy with what I am doing
- I function on my own in and out of school which some may think is just kind of silly but hold...
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UPDATE!!!!!

grad school is busy busy busy busy. . .between my three classes this semester ( in which two of them are coming to a close soon) and teaching twice a week, and research ( which I have synthesized a new compound - even my advisor is excited) but things are going well because I have disconnected enough to not be involved in the HS...
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blog should just be replaced with bitch instead of just being synonymous with it.
finished my first semester of grad school today - exciting. Learned a lot of chemistry, got into one of the top organometallic groups in the world, met a lot of new people, pissed off about twice as many, bright future or more like promising.
An Aside:
was a celebratory gathering of...
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I've just about given up looking for a girl friend . . .
i just done with putting in effort - grad school takes up a lot of time and there is nothing being shown for my efforts heh
I've got good friends that tell me im a 'catch' . . . i guess this why they are my friends - that and im a...
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i have short hair now . . . .i should probably post those pics hahahahah

so i definitely have at least improved upon my grades in my organic reactions class so that's a bonus but I feel as if a girl calling me an asshole three times in front of the other first years has put me in QUITE the predicament.
Cuz I interpret "hey,...
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started grad school a few weeks ago - and its a lot of work but im just getting acquainted and stuff currently

BUT

apparently I give out great relationship/guy advice, awesome . . .girls come to me to figure out other guys lol funny funny
it's like I can bitch about girls really because im just too busy trying to figure out my work for...
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soooooooooooooooo

i got "kicked out" of my lab today, why, you may ask?

because 'I don't play with others' in lamens terms

so that's just a shot to the heart, an embarrassment to me as a chemist and a human.

One of the best parts about this decision the professor had made was she "didn't talk to anyone about it. . .just heard bits and...
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i figured i'd update . . .
so i don't have much to do here but thats ok really - i spend my money on hanging with my family or the one or two friends i have made so far here

putting money into my car is the only other thing i do really cept i was thinking lately of buying an older toyota like...
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