lifewell

As these days here begin to turn colder with a hit of warmth trying to hang on I am brought back to thinking about the coldness of being the type of person I am. I do life my life as best as I can but with a type of darkness to it. The words I could use to describe it are ones that would make no sense to most. But I try to find that place in me, in my soul to move forward and find the person I once was. The person that i so much wish I could find again and be.


But alas I can not and therefor will stay in my dark place seeking the light. But until then I will help others find there light and be more whole with themselves. I guess maybe in a life before mine I must have made someone very mad or hurt someone very much to now be in this life in the darkness and seeking a way out. But maybe to find ones way I must first help as many as I can to find there way to the light.