So, I've been a member on here since at least 2011... And I have to be honest. I have no fucking clue what I'm doing. I come here, to the website for 5 seconds about once a month and I just close the tab feeling meh.
I really need to learn to be social. Haha. If anyone sees this, for some reason, you should totally comment or something. Start a conversation. Meh. I should update my profile picture too. It's so old.... But, I can't seem to ever look 21 in any of my pictures. People I've been working with for like a year now just realized I'm not 18/ 19. My 21st birthday was in April... I'm almost 22, assholes. I guess it's both a blessing and a curse to look young :P I'll take looking young before I hit my 30's, hit the wall and look like my father. Rofl. Sorry not sorry...
Ehh. Pointless rambling. So blog. What is a blog EVEN... According to google, it's
"A personal website or web page on which an individual records opinions, links to other sites, etc. on a regular basis."
Okay, so lets make a goal here... (I have no one on here to let down if I fail so, whatever haha). Let's try to make this on a REGULAR basis, and not once every 2/3 years! :D
So, the going ons/ happenings in my life that no one cares about. Go!...
Same dead-end job since I turned 16, shitty customer service. Refusing management for as long as I can remember. Trust me, not worth the money and extra stress in my place of employment. Just got my license after forever of having no desire to drive. It wasn't just in my interests. Involuntary actions to have no desire to drive, such as we don't bother ourselves with remembering to breathe. Maybe when I get my car, I can leave this shithole job and take my experience elsewhere. One can only hope. As a hobby, I make a weak attempt at uploading videos on youtube. It's a gaming channel I spend no more than 30 minutes every few months on, yet it's something I really really want to focus on FULL TIME. Social media has my interest, and youtube is an amazing place if you put the time in. I also livestream on twitch.tv every once in a blue fucking moon. I've been told all my life "you should be on radio with that voice!" Oh yeah, do you know a station? Then shut up... Thank you 5 years of drive-thru and considering myself too good to be anything less than professional with people. So yeah. Youtube and twitch.tv. I won't toss any links yet. Nothing to see but fails and insecurity driven videos. Lol. I will say that you can't find it under lifescontradict, although that IS my old channel. Who knows. Maybe I'll post it if anyone reads this.
Seriously though, why am I doing a blog.
Bonus time! A gigantic picture of my ugly baby-faced mug! In didn't shave in this picture to avoid looking 12. No, im not intentionally bashing my looks. I'm actually quite narcissistic about how I look. However, that only applies to how I feel about me when looking at my own face. When talking in a perspective that requires anyone else to look at me, I quite hate how I look to others :P
Seriously, who reads these?