Saturday Sep 14, 2002

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All of the rumors, keeping me grounded.

I never said, that they were, completely unfounded.

So when you slam down the hammer, can you see it in your heart?

.....

And when you try, to break my spirit, it won't work. Because there's nothing left to break. Anymore.

(I really don't think friendship exists)
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zona:
that is one of my all time favorite morrissey songs! but if you're quoting it, you must be really angry or emotional since it is that kind of song. wasnt it amazing when he sang it at the show? sorry if you're sad right now. wanna go to wonderland on thursday evening? lets round up the kids!
alice:
you're profile popped up in the hook-up section, and i just had to click on it cuz of the "better off dead" pic. that is one of my favorite movies. and john cusak rocks.

Saturday Sep 14, 2002

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Fuck this being sick shit. I want out of my damn house!

And I want a cookie.
emily:
I'll give you a cookie!!=)

Saturday Sep 14, 2002

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Spit out your perfect evening NOW!

Me:

At a cabin, on the front porch, sipping burbon, smoing a pipe, having a lake like 20 feet away so I can go skinny dip, listening to some Modest Mouse or anything pleasant of that nature, my feet kicked up, 75 degrees, no god damn dunebuggy owning people revving motors, and some good company that knows when to...
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jessica:
Eat some chicken, go-kart, drink, hang out with a group of really cool people and one loser for my scapegoat.
london:
Pissing in the middle of a busy street cause i drank too god damned much good beer..... saying "what did you say?" cause I smoked too god damned much good weed.... and spittin out whatever montrosity of an opinion that invades my purty little head because I thought too god damned much of a world that is on its natural course anyway and there is nothing anyone can do to stop any of it. Isnt it a beautiful world? Thats right would you like fries with that?

Friday Sep 13, 2002

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I can almost guarantee you're a cliche. Prove me wrong.
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dia:
I have no proof. I hated Geometry. Perhaps I'm some type of cliche but damned if I wouldn't like to meet more cliches like myself so I could actually sort of have some symbiosis and relationships with people in my life.
Does the challenge count if you are half-mad, but not entirely? Or if you are always changing?
Lane was my idol.
lifelikeweeds:
Funny funny funny.

Since I was in about 5th grade I've been heavily obsessed with The Smiths and Morrissey. Somewhere around my Junior year in high school I wrote this poem about Morrissey that portrayed him as the worlds most boring and happy person.

That was a line from that poem. I found my old English binder from that class this morning and it made me laugh. The poem was fucking awful.

<3

Friday Sep 13, 2002

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An open letter to the guy that revs his dunebuggy engine for 15-45 minutes, twice a day, 7 days a week.

Dear sleeveless T shirt mullet guy,

We've been together for almost 16 months now. Isn't that crazy? Time really flies when you're standing around staring at a combustible engine and increasing the rpm by hand.

This morning while sleeping at 7:30am you were kind...
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dia:
I meant to say, yes, they make me hate.
lifelikeweeds:
Oh cripes. I'm sorry Dia. That sounds pretty awful. I think I can beat you though. My main bedroom window faces both the mullet guys garage, and a back entrance to 3 apartment buildings, and a bakery.

So, from where I sit, I see 3 different companies garbage cans, and recycling pickups. All about 20 feet from my window.

So, around 4:30 am they start. One of the 10 or so delivery trucks that arrives to the bakery starts unloading, the first recycling guy arrives just to pick up glass... then the next delivery guy shows and unloads 20 metal rolling racks of baked goods.

I swear to Christ that these men are the most vindictive bastards to ever walk the face of the earth.

But a dog kennel....I'm terribly sorry. frown I bet I'd rethink my love of animals if I had to live near one.

Friday Sep 13, 2002

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Being a positive person is really strange. Fighting that overwhelming feeling that those exetentialists might not be wrong is tough.

Sure, I get down like the rest of them. But, I know pain is temporary. And I know I can solve my own problems. If I'm feeling like crawling in a cave and drinking till I fall into hibernation for a half a winter, so...
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aenemated:
bwahahahahahaha! lane meyer -- beautiful.
go_lately:
you're purdy. you have a purdy mouth. smile

"existentialist"

(hey batattak made me a BADGE i'm allowed to be a prick about spelling)

Thursday Sep 12, 2002

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Tthere's only one thing I've seen more people trying to sell recently than patriotic merchandise and retrospectives...

And that's self-superior, semi-informed, pseudointellectual, quasianticommercial, contrarian rants which all somehow manage, in a clever and yet brutally honest way, to bravely make points that no 'commentator' has brought up a thousand times already since five minutes after the event.

Nothing has fucking changed. People are still as...
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dia:
excellent. Most excellent.
lifelikeweeds:
It really really is Dia.

Monday Sep 09, 2002

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I'm so fucking sick. I'm way to dizzy to go to the store to buy myself medicine and OJ and food. All my friends don't have cars and live in the ghetto.

Where is webvan when you really need them?

I did watch the entire season of "Sorrority Life" today. Marathon.... So I have that going for me.

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emily:
oh!and about going to Portland.......I guess I'll just have to go next year.......=(
Emily=sad
lifelikeweeds:
That's John Cusack lady. Go rent Better off Dead.

And seriously, get the fuck out of your town. I know exactly what's going on with you right now. I've been there. And I was miserable. I tried to make excuses for not getting out for 2 years. Got arrested, went to jail for a while, got my shit straight, bought a new car... etc..

But once I got the fuck out, it was like I was living this new life that I was meant to live for so long. I was so fucking miserable back home. Being couped up, going to work and not forming any good relationships is NO fucking way to spend your life at this age.

Get out. Meet new people. Go to all these shows you've been wanting to go to, etc...

It's really not hard at all. You just have to do it. Not talk about it, but do it.

This is something super close to home, so, I will blab and blab about it. I think change is good. Being scared of change is good too. That's the fun part.

Jay

Thursday Sep 05, 2002

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A few random thoughts, song lyrics and things that have been running through my head.

I'm just a dreamer. You're a dream. (Neil Young) You're reading this, and I know you are, that's the way it is I guess. I can deal.

Although you may feel like you want to be somewhere else, it makes perfect sense that you are where you are. I realized...
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rawr_ima_monster:
you tell me you made and or had someone make, then drank a screwhammer by now, and you're offically on my cool people list. If you did, you gotta let me know if you hated it and want me dead.
-had one tonight, enjoyed it.
Dave
lifelikeweeds:
No

Wednesday Sep 04, 2002

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Everyday is a wonderful reminder of how much I really do like myself. I think I'm going to ask myself to prom.

(Sleater Kinney lryics make me happy)

I've learned how to wait. I know not to beg.
I know I shouldn't ask why I wake up feeling dead.
(Say forever, that's a dirty word
Will you stay here, that's a dirty girl)
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emily:
NICE=)

Monday Aug 26, 2002

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So, how are YOU doing?
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emily:
I miss you when you're around...
I SO know the feeling.......=( and it sux BAD!!It hurts....It feels like HE Killed my heart again....I'll call him "Z"..........=( He lives in portland too..=(
faith:
Oh Baby {{{{{long happy hold}}}}} thank you for sharing that with me, i promise i won't break your heart... your legs and arms are a different story...hahahaha after all even the devil didn't want me!
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