Why am I here? I guess I'll never know... Somehow, by an unimaginable twist of fate I am back here...
It is just like when you come back to a country-side mansion that you once were a kid at many many years ago. You recall how mighty it was, how lively. It was your whole world once. Then, 20 years later, you come to the...
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It is just like when you come back to a country-side mansion that you once were a kid at many many years ago. You recall how mighty it was, how lively. It was your whole world once. Then, 20 years later, you come to the...
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I'm back again...
...wonder, how many times will i have repeat that before I really am back?..
...wonder, how many times will i have repeat that before I really am back?..
vixen:
Sometimes it takes a few tries...
... but welcome back anyways!!!!
... but welcome back anyways!!!!
vixen:
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!
little pieces of meaningless poetry, part one
If you could look inside my head
I wonder, if you'd paint it red,
Or black! Or even if you'd care
To look at anything in there
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If you could look inside my head
I wonder, if you'd paint it red,
Or black! Or even if you'd care
To look at anything in there
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vixen:
I hardly think it is meaningless.... it's beautiful. 
Once upon a time in Japan, I went into an ink shop. What do you want? - asked an artist on a break. A kanji, - I said. Yeah, - I understood how stupid I must've looked just then - a foreigner with no in-deep knowledge of an alien culture, grabbing for what is perceived cool in my culture. Shamelessly robbing it without respect or...
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Scrapt that. I'm back, period.
It's friday night, I'm at work and I'm sleepy. How much more wonderful can life get?..
Oh, I forgot, I don't have a life
Oh, I forgot, I don't have a life
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vixen:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
erosennin:
Hmm.. This is a late response to your comment, but is one nevetheless: Thank you for the friendly words.
"I want something I cannot have..." That is a thought from the other day. It was really more of a realization, a statement, an epiphany, a momentary perception of the very essence of the crooked equilibrium of my life. I want something that isn't mine. I had led myself to believe I was so over this, and for a year, I really was over this....
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vixen:
Awww... I sowwy!
Hmm... I decided to get myself a birthday present... My birthday is due in a month and 10 days, but what the heck!.. While searching for something, I came across an interesting example of inter-continental math:
"The item" in Finland: 250 EUR
"The item" in U.S.: 160 USD
Now, how dooes 160 USD (throw in another 40 USD of logistic expenses) become 250 EUR? These...
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"The item" in Finland: 250 EUR
"The item" in U.S.: 160 USD
Now, how dooes 160 USD (throw in another 40 USD of logistic expenses) become 250 EUR? These...
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neurotoxin:
Finland is ridiculously expensive. I was in heaven when I visited Poland and could Afford Things.
(About the comment you left in my journal:
I have to privilege of knowing a bunch of boys who are clever, fun, stylish and straight enough for me. Sure, they probably have a whole cemetary in their closets, but I don't care because so have I. As long as they're not violent or carry HIV, their past can be no more scandalous than mine.
The boys I was talking about used to be great company, but are fast becoming pitiful alcoholic hillbillies. Not nice.)
(About the comment you left in my journal:
I have to privilege of knowing a bunch of boys who are clever, fun, stylish and straight enough for me. Sure, they probably have a whole cemetary in their closets, but I don't care because so have I. As long as they're not violent or carry HIV, their past can be no more scandalous than mine.
The boys I was talking about used to be great company, but are fast becoming pitiful alcoholic hillbillies. Not nice.)
neurotoxin:
Sure they're not helpless victims who have no control over their faith. With a bit of effort they could still become respectable humans. They just haven't got sufficient motivation.
Oh well. I won't do anything about it or trouble my mind with them.
Oh well. I won't do anything about it or trouble my mind with them.
Depression seems to be the high thing these days. Everywhere you turn, you see people claiming they are depressed. It is like a frenzy that had suddently made depression pop.
Let me tell you a thing about depression... No, actually, I wont. It is not about me acting anti-social, I just feel that it is pointless to try and educate the brainwashed generation not to...
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Let me tell you a thing about depression... No, actually, I wont. It is not about me acting anti-social, I just feel that it is pointless to try and educate the brainwashed generation not to...
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vixen:
Yay! I am glad that you aren't depressed!! I was gonna say! 
I was gonna say!
vixen:
Thanks!!! No... no computer editting at all! NYC was just really creepy/photogenic that night!
No... no computer editting at all! NYC was just really creepy/photogenic that night! This... will... not... be... about... snow... Must... resist!...
The fact is, that it had been snowing for two days now. Amen to spring!
Maybe I should go around driving, waiting for someone to crash into me, everybody's on summer tires already - there are things I need to fix in my car that I just don't have the money for. I shall blame it all...
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The fact is, that it had been snowing for two days now. Amen to spring!
Maybe I should go around driving, waiting for someone to crash into me, everybody's on summer tires already - there are things I need to fix in my car that I just don't have the money for. I shall blame it all...
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A simple thought had crossed my mind today: I should stop being nice to people. Maybe then I will care less if people are not nice to me...
infinity:
i have thought about doing that quite a lot...
i only really am nice to and help people who i know will help me back in some way in the near future...next time someone i hate asks me for answers im telling them the wrong ones on purpose, joke's on them.
i only really am nice to and help people who i know will help me back in some way in the near future...next time someone i hate asks me for answers im telling them the wrong ones on purpose, joke's on them.
vixen:
No! I love nice people!!! Keep doing it and I will you!!! 
you!!! Warm, sun, spring, yay! Changed to summer tires. The next day it snowed. I love Finland!
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sarahjane:
thank you
thank you
vixen:
Wait... what B-sides CD? Garbage? I think they have one! 