About today:
At this very moment my boyfriend is asleep, And Im waiting for my sleeping aids to kick in. Valerian root pills and chamomile tea, I think somehow I curdled the cream in my tea but Im drinking it anyways.
I didnt do much of anything today. I woke up and showered. Then dicked around my apartment for a while waiting for my boyfriend to get home. He got home, And shortly after a friend of ours showed up. So we chilled.. went on a walk.. did alot of nothing and computer browsing.
Just another day in the life of me, Shitty. But overall Im still smiling (because thats what everyone else wants to see.) No but I really am overall happy. Just a few issues that are dicking with the rest of my life, Yaknow?
About the Boyfriend:
My boyfriend broke another promise, He told me he'd call a doctor and schedule an appointment because Im convinced there is something seriously wrong with him and he didnt.. Im still pretty pissed at him for ditching me on valentines day when we were supposed to go to the movies... He just doesnt get why stupid little things matter to me. I think its because he's so damn unemotional all the time.
If I go shopping, I almost always bring him something home. I write him little notes, Fold his clothes, pick up his things, be nice to his friends(even the ones I hate), encourage him to look at porn, make sure he's okay when he's sick... Pretty much Im the perfect girlfriend.
Sometimes I wish I'd get home from work and he'd do something sweet, or there would be flowers waiting for me, anything really... I could do with just a compliment from him. Not even about how I look, just about anything. Not that he doesnt appreciate anything, He just does an awful job of showing it.
About the job:
My hours at work were cut from the 35 I got last week to 19 this week because a couple full time employees just got back from having babies and shit. Not only that, But I was supposed to have Sunday off but instead he put me on Sunday(one of the only THREE DAYS I had to work) And I didnt have a single person I could switch with.
Mel (shift leader) is still extremely rude to me. There's been issues with her from the start, She likes to mumble "fucking stupid bitch" whenever she sees me, and give me alot of attitude.. I dont understand it, Im nice to everyone. I reaally think they should have fired her, Even the customers hate her. But instead they decided to put her on opposite shifts than me, So she'll never see me. I guess its okay, I just hate when people hate me.
About the critters:
Elefant is being a grabby bitch today, We've been giving her too many treats so now she thinks its okay to beg. Whenever I go into the kitchen she jumps on top of her water bottle and begs to be picked up and/or fed. Im starting to train her to not do that, Its getting bothersome.
Hippo is still at the vet, I've yet to hear from PetSmart about her. Im going to call them tomorrow to make sure they didnt forget I wanted her after they cleared up the respiratory infection. Hippo is just a little baby rat I saw at th pet store when I was picking up some food and toys for all the critters, And I fell in love, I think her and Elefant will get along well. At least Im hoping.
The Degu brothers had their first dust bath last week, they loved it. They still dont like being handled though, It makes me very sad. I need to find a rodent safe litter that helps the smell of piss go away, They always smell awful even after I clean the cage.
Last of all, A picture of me from a second ago.
In which Im obviously quite tired looking so Im going to bed, Goodnight! <3
At this very moment my boyfriend is asleep, And Im waiting for my sleeping aids to kick in. Valerian root pills and chamomile tea, I think somehow I curdled the cream in my tea but Im drinking it anyways.
I didnt do much of anything today. I woke up and showered. Then dicked around my apartment for a while waiting for my boyfriend to get home. He got home, And shortly after a friend of ours showed up. So we chilled.. went on a walk.. did alot of nothing and computer browsing.
Just another day in the life of me, Shitty. But overall Im still smiling (because thats what everyone else wants to see.) No but I really am overall happy. Just a few issues that are dicking with the rest of my life, Yaknow?
About the Boyfriend:
My boyfriend broke another promise, He told me he'd call a doctor and schedule an appointment because Im convinced there is something seriously wrong with him and he didnt.. Im still pretty pissed at him for ditching me on valentines day when we were supposed to go to the movies... He just doesnt get why stupid little things matter to me. I think its because he's so damn unemotional all the time.
If I go shopping, I almost always bring him something home. I write him little notes, Fold his clothes, pick up his things, be nice to his friends(even the ones I hate), encourage him to look at porn, make sure he's okay when he's sick... Pretty much Im the perfect girlfriend.
Sometimes I wish I'd get home from work and he'd do something sweet, or there would be flowers waiting for me, anything really... I could do with just a compliment from him. Not even about how I look, just about anything. Not that he doesnt appreciate anything, He just does an awful job of showing it.
About the job:
My hours at work were cut from the 35 I got last week to 19 this week because a couple full time employees just got back from having babies and shit. Not only that, But I was supposed to have Sunday off but instead he put me on Sunday(one of the only THREE DAYS I had to work) And I didnt have a single person I could switch with.
Mel (shift leader) is still extremely rude to me. There's been issues with her from the start, She likes to mumble "fucking stupid bitch" whenever she sees me, and give me alot of attitude.. I dont understand it, Im nice to everyone. I reaally think they should have fired her, Even the customers hate her. But instead they decided to put her on opposite shifts than me, So she'll never see me. I guess its okay, I just hate when people hate me.
About the critters:
Elefant is being a grabby bitch today, We've been giving her too many treats so now she thinks its okay to beg. Whenever I go into the kitchen she jumps on top of her water bottle and begs to be picked up and/or fed. Im starting to train her to not do that, Its getting bothersome.
Hippo is still at the vet, I've yet to hear from PetSmart about her. Im going to call them tomorrow to make sure they didnt forget I wanted her after they cleared up the respiratory infection. Hippo is just a little baby rat I saw at th pet store when I was picking up some food and toys for all the critters, And I fell in love, I think her and Elefant will get along well. At least Im hoping.
The Degu brothers had their first dust bath last week, they loved it. They still dont like being handled though, It makes me very sad. I need to find a rodent safe litter that helps the smell of piss go away, They always smell awful even after I clean the cage.
Last of all, A picture of me from a second ago.
In which Im obviously quite tired looking so Im going to bed, Goodnight! <3
fakename:
hm..... *hugs*